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"So is cheating. You won't always be bad. Zane killed someone when he wasn't in his right mind too, right? Would you say he's a terrible person?"

2015-10-09 01:55:54

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"Noooo, but I hurt him too."

2015-10-09 01:57:00

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........she did? "Well....I'm sure....he doesn't hold anything against you."

2015-10-09 01:57:24

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"Doubt it."

2015-10-09 01:58:42

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"........either way."

2015-10-09 02:00:09

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"Either way I tried to murder him and now I'm alone again."

2015-10-09 02:01:52

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"...I'm...here." If I even counted. I hugged my knees, no longer able to feel anything up to my elbows.

2015-10-09 02:32:21

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"....You're right. You are here."

2015-10-09 02:33:03

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The blue crept up my shoulders and I huddled tighter, shaking. "...n-n-not for long, though...."

2015-10-09 02:34:44

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She looked at him now, noticing the blue tint of his skin. She reached out, and grabbed him, pulling him towards her. Forgetting completely that she was as probably as cold to the touch as he was. "C'mere." She slurred.

2015-10-09 02:36:44

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She dragged me over and I froze in surprise. Not literally, though. ...just wanted to clear that up, since it 's seeming more and more like a possibility. "Wh-what?" Hadn't she wanted me to leave just five minutes ago?

2015-10-09 02:40:57

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"I've tried to kill you once, you know?" She focused on her words. "But I don't wanna do it again."

2015-10-09 02:42:45

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"......you aren't....trying to kill me right now, though."

2015-10-09 02:44:05

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"Yes I am. I'm killing you just by being here."

2015-10-09 02:44:52

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"......no. The only thing that's....that's killing me is Anndrea /not/ being here. ....I can't feel anything."

2015-10-09 02:45:58

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"I can feel you riiiiiiighhhhhhht here." She put his hand to where her heart should be.

2015-10-09 02:47:08

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I can't feel /anything/. My hand was limp and stiff. I started to cry silently, tears freezing before they even reached my chin. The alcohol starting to take its effect? I don't know.

2015-10-09 02:53:18

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She frowned. "Don't cry." She whined. "I don't want you sad."

2015-10-09 02:54:08

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"I'm sorry....Ivory.....but I'm never going to be anything but sad again. Now that I know there's no such thing as happiness....." My hand fell away, and I started to have trouble breathing as it crept onto my throat and chest.

2015-10-09 02:57:30

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"...I want to make you happy. I need you happy...." She grabbed him by the collar and pulled him closer to her face, each sentence quieter than the one before it. "I need you..." She whispered, inches from his face. "I love you." She pressed her lips to his.

2015-10-09 03:00:11

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Wha -- wait -- she -- ahhhuh....... I didn't think to close my eyes until pins, needles, and burning started up in my entire arms, reaching down to my fingertips. It was like a dream come true, I could stay like this forever, I could....she's......she's dating Zane. She's drunk. Tassek was right. I am a cheater, even after being broken up with. It pained me, but I pulled back. "..../Ivory/. I love you too, but this...this isn't right." What do you mean by that, Seculus? Do you love her? Or do you /love/ her? Disgusting.

2015-10-09 03:09:19

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She frowned when he pulled away. "....But..." She pulled back. "Okay."

2015-10-09 03:11:52

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..........maybe........maybe one more? One more kiss. If I'm never going to find love again, what's the harm in one more kiss. I looked down, then back at her and kissed her again.

2015-10-09 03:13:45

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His lips were on hers again. Without a second thought, she returned the kiss. It was bad. It was bad and she was wrong for enjoying it but, she was too drunk. Too drunk to stop herself, and too drunk to want to be alone. He was all she had now.

2015-10-09 03:17:57

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I stopped, hands fully thawed and on hers as I rested my forehead against her. I shouldn't have done that. I should feel terrible. But.....all I feel is relief. That I'm not alone. That she loves me, even a little, even drunk. That I didn't go back to the apartment instead. And then even that faded, along with my last pang of joy, and I stopped feeling entirely, but in a different way. You fucked up. Enjoy your last hurrah? I hope so. She'll regret it when she's sober.

2015-10-09 03:21:56