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"Except completely lose control the second you left, nearly cause the spread of a fatal disease, kiss you, cheat several times over....."

2015-10-09 07:03:08

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"But you've done nothing wrong to /me./"

2015-10-09 07:04:16

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"/Kiss you/. And should that matter? It doesn't change the fact that I'm unreliable."

2015-10-09 07:05:22

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"You /are/ reliable and....I was the one who started it. I kissed you first."

2015-10-09 07:06:25

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"Erratic is the exact opposite of reliable. You were drunk. I knew better, but I didn't care."

2015-10-09 07:07:47

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"And /I/ was the one who kissed you first. I led you on. It was my fault." She was no better than Brielle.

2015-10-09 07:08:46

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What had Brielle done now? "You didn't lead me on, you...thought I was Zane, or something." Somehow.

2015-10-09 07:10:07

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"No. I knew /exactly/ who you were. I just....I don't know what I was thinking."

2015-10-09 07:10:55

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".............." I don't know either. Proclaiming you loved me, like that? Maybe she had led me on. She had certainly gotten my hopes up, if only for a few seconds. "............I've no idea."

2015-10-09 07:12:43

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"I'm...sorry...for that....again."

2015-10-09 07:13:42

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"No, um. don't be...."

2015-10-09 07:14:12

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"Why shouldn't I be? It wasn't right to kiss you like that."

2015-10-09 07:14:54

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"......it was..........kind of nice, though." Disgusting. Cheater. Bastard.

2015-10-09 07:15:48

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"And that's why I'm sorry." Because she enjoyed it? Yes. Exactly.

2015-10-09 07:16:42

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"N-no, since it's the last kiss I'm ever going to have, I was impulsive again, and I shouldn'tve done that, I'm the one who's sorry...."

2015-10-09 07:17:52

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"And I took advantage of you. That's not right. You should be angry at me." Why wasn't he angry?

2015-10-09 07:19:21

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"...why would I be? It was......nice while it lasted. Like everything else in my life."

2015-10-09 07:22:13

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"Because that was wrong of me to do so. So horribly wrong."

2015-10-09 07:23:30

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"......it's okay. It was wrong, but....not /that/ much. It was a mistake. That's all." Always a mistake. A mistake to love me. But that's okay.

2015-10-09 07:24:50

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"...." It wasn't okay. She felt guilty about it. Extremely guilty. Guilt towards herself. She was better than that. So much better. But she did it anyway. Why? It didn't matter why. She probably made everything worse by doing it. That's all that mattered.

2015-10-09 07:28:52

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"No, that isn't all that matters. Don't feel bad. Everything's fine."

2015-10-09 07:29:52

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"....Is it really?"

2015-10-09 07:30:37

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"....relating to this, yes."

2015-10-09 07:31:16

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" Are you sure?"

2015-10-09 07:32:32

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I sighed. "/Yes/."

2015-10-09 07:33:09