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She remained there, frozen, unsure. What now? She spent so much time expecting everyone to push her away, that she didn't even know what to do when someone wanted to pull her closer. This was too much. What should she do. What /could/ she do? At this point, her options weren't even clear. Thank the alcohol that put her in this situation in the first place for that. No. She shouldn't blame that. She should blame herself. It was her fault. All her fault.

2015-10-09 03:29:26

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No it wasn't. It was mine. Scratch that, she's not even sober yet and she's already regretting it. ".............I'm sorry."

2015-10-09 03:34:30

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".....Don't apologize."

2015-10-09 03:36:37

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"Then don't blame yourself."

2015-10-09 03:37:56

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"But IIIIIIIIIII'm the one who is a littttttle bit drunk right now."

2015-10-09 03:38:49

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"...I am too. And I'm the one who's a homewrecker."

2015-10-09 03:39:46

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"IIIIIIII'm the murderer. I wreck everything."

2015-10-09 03:40:25

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"I'm so worthless my straight girlfriend broke up with me for her barely remembered ex-wife."

2015-10-09 03:41:50

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"I cut my own best friend's wings off with a dull kitchen knife."

2015-10-09 03:43:00

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"No one wants to even be my best friend because I mope too much."

2015-10-09 03:44:23

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"...I want to. Even after stabbing you. Because I'm that terrible."

2015-10-09 03:46:09

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".......no you don't. And no you aren't."

2015-10-09 03:47:43

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" I do."

2015-10-09 03:48:14

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"Why would you. I'm a horrible friend."

2015-10-09 03:49:21

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"Because I don't want to live my immortal life without you."

2015-10-09 03:50:10

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".......I don't either. But I'll end up making it as painful as possible."

2015-10-09 03:51:07

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"I'm at rock bottom. You can't make it any worse."

2015-10-09 03:51:48

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"I think I can."

2015-10-09 03:52:21

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"Then why don't you save yourself the trouble and do it now."

2015-10-09 03:52:55

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"I don't want to."

2015-10-09 03:53:25

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"Then just....stay here....okay? I don't wanna be 'lone." She slurred.

2015-10-09 03:55:31

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"............." I sighed and hugged her. ".......okay."

2015-10-09 03:56:41

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With a giggle, she smiled. A smile since who knows how long. "Good." She returned the hug.

2015-10-09 03:58:11

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My mind returned to darker things. If she'd turned Ren, didn't that mean they were sitting in their apartment by themselves right now, trying to comprehend their new existence? That must be terrifying for them. "...if you want to get started on trying to make it up to people, I think you should go help Ren. Once you're sober, anyways...if you want, I'll take you."

2015-10-09 04:01:33

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"...Okay." She was too drunk to argue.

2015-10-09 04:02:27