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Lance was out. Everyone was out. It seemed that everyone wanted to be out of the place and away from Ivory as much as possible. Ivory didn't mind it as much, since that was now the only time she was out of her room. Of course, being alone meant Ivory do whatever she wanted, and what was that currently? Downing down a few bottles of peppermint flavored vodka. At the moment, she was in the living room, laying on the couch, cuddling the bottle she was drinking. There was a couple half empty ones on the floor already as well. She heard a voice. A familiar voice. "There's only one monster here!" She called back, her speech slurred. "And it's meeee."

2015-10-09 01:07:52

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....what...... Why was she here? And why was she so very drunk? Teeth chattering, I dragged my way upstairs, not sure I wanted to see this. But she was probably easier to persuade when drunk, so maybe I could convince her not to leave me..... "D-d-don't call yourself that, it isn't true......."

2015-10-09 01:11:39

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"Yes I am." She responded. Ivory sat up once he came upstairs, and brought the bottle to her lips. "Now you....you stay right there, and you can watch me get drunk." Bottoms up.

2015-10-09 01:13:51

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"As if I'd d-do that." I went over and tried to pull the bottle away from her, but my numb fingers couldn't grip the glass.

2015-10-09 01:15:48

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"But you need to see I'm baaad." She whined as she pulled the bottle back.

2015-10-09 01:17:58

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"I can't. Say I'm blind if you want. Just p-put it down."

2015-10-09 01:18:50

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"I'll put it down when I'm done." She spoke before taking another drink.

2015-10-09 01:20:27

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"Then you're done now." I managed to get the neck between my thumb and hand and jerked it away, pouring it down my throat. It sent a burning warmth through me that didn't do anything to melt the ice. ....it tasted like peppermint.

2015-10-09 01:21:51

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She reached out, but didn't grab it. "Give it baaaack."

2015-10-09 01:23:02

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I emptied it. "There's no more. Now stop." It slipped from my hand and shattered on the floor. I sighed and closed my eyes.

2015-10-09 01:25:13

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She frowned. "/Why?/"

2015-10-09 01:27:10

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"Because that.....isn't the answer. If everyone's angry at you, this isn't going to make them like you more or feel better."

2015-10-09 01:28:12

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"Who cares?" She threw herself back into a laying position. "Let them alllll hate me. Because I can't change their mind."

2015-10-09 01:30:25

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I sat down next to her, wrapping nerve-burned arms around myself. "You changed my mind."

2015-10-09 01:31:13

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"And that's bad." She pointed at him, but stared at the ceiling. "Because you, you need to stay faaaaar away."

2015-10-09 01:32:34

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"I don't want to be far away. From anyone. Even if you will hurt me, I don't want to be alone...."

2015-10-09 01:33:35

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"...Why?"

2015-10-09 01:34:36

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".....because......it hurts to be alone. Even worse than living, now, there's no one left who says they love me, and it's selfish, but I don't want that...I...I can't explain.....I just want someone to at least pretend that I'm special." That sounds so selfish. What's wrong with you?

2015-10-09 01:40:22

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"Well you are special, why do you think I'm trying to avoid you?" She then paused before giggling. "Whoospie, I wasn't supposed to say that. I'm in trouble now."

2015-10-09 01:41:46

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I looked at her. "...I thought it was just because you were mad at yourself and I wasn't helping matters."

2015-10-09 01:45:46

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"No, no, no. You're soooooooo perfect. And I'm just....I'm just me."

2015-10-09 01:47:37

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.....what? "You aren't...just you. You're /really/ special. You're Ivory."

2015-10-09 01:50:11

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"I'm Ivory and Ivory attempted to murder everyone."

2015-10-09 01:50:48

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"I tried to date Terezi. But neither of us were in our right minds at the time."

2015-10-09 01:53:10

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"Annnnnnddd? Murder is bad. So I am bad. I will always be bad."

2015-10-09 01:54:09