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"You're Seculus. A beautiful, loving, compassionate man who I grew to love."

2016-06-14 07:10:52

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"If I'm....'compassionate', then how was that me? It was so bitter...."

2016-06-14 07:12:39

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"You were also making out with me on top of you 10 seconds before that."

2016-06-14 07:13:54

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"......did it make you uncomfortable?"

2016-06-14 07:14:24

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"No. It didn't."

2016-06-14 07:14:44

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"Oh......" 'Comfortable in my own skin'....how do I do that?

2016-06-14 07:15:41

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"Just...do what you feel like is right."

2016-06-14 07:17:49

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"...what if it isn't right, though?"

2016-06-14 07:18:56

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"If you want to do it and it's not hurting you or someone else then it's right."

2016-06-14 07:19:47

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"...but....everything I do hurts someone....."

2016-06-14 07:20:24

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"Kissing me didn't hurt me."

2016-06-14 07:20:49

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"....everything I did after that did."

2016-06-14 07:21:39

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"I was afraid you were going to hurt Madison."

2016-06-14 07:22:29

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"....exactly....." I'd never do that. I only was tempted to when I pretended to be 'comfortable'. So....I shouldn't. It's a terrible idea.

2016-06-14 07:23:47

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"Don't let that get in the way of your happiness, Seculus."

2016-06-14 07:24:44

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"......I shouldn't be happy if it upsets other people."

2016-06-14 07:25:04

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"It was one little thing."

2016-06-14 07:25:42

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"It's /every/ time I'm happy."

2016-06-14 07:26:18

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"It doesn't upset me."

2016-06-14 07:26:52

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"....it's so....conflicting....I don't to make you happy, but I don't want to hurt anyone /else/ either, so maybe I just...shouldn't do anything...."

2016-06-14 07:29:57

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"If I didn't want you to do anything I would have left by now."

2016-06-14 07:30:59

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"....I mean....nothing that matters. If I let myself do what I want.....everything would go downhill..../so/ quickly...."

2016-06-14 07:33:07

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"...What exactly /do/ you want Seculus?"

2016-06-14 07:34:01

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"....I don't know........I want to stand up for myself, but that would just...start an unneeded conflict, I'm sure.....I want to actually be able to protect other people.........you and Madison always do that, I can't......there's nothing I can....."

2016-06-14 07:36:25

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"I do it in order to protect you. A better question probably is, what do you want /the most/?"

2016-06-14 07:38:10