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I wrapped my arms around her shakily. ".....Luces has been trying to upset me since this started....he won't.....shut up......"

2016-06-14 06:37:36

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"It's just because he's jealous."

2016-06-14 06:38:32

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"......jealous of what?" How depressed you are? As if.

2016-06-14 06:38:57

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"Your happiness."

2016-06-14 06:39:33

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"....I want it back.....do you think...Lance would let me get medication yet?"

2016-06-14 06:40:28

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"I have no idea."

2016-06-14 06:40:56

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".....would it help?" Nothing can help /you/.

2016-06-14 06:41:41

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"Maybe. I'm not sure."

2016-06-14 06:42:01

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"...I-I think he wouldn't let me before....because....it was right after Anndrea. So he thought I'd use them to....."

2016-06-14 06:43:58

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"It's also not good to use them if you're even slightly suicidal." She knew that first hand.

2016-06-14 06:46:40

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"....that's what I thought." How do I bring it back.....I closed my eyes and pictured Satan's own...'eyes'. I calmed down a little.

2016-06-14 06:51:41

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She hugged him tightly. "Better?"

2016-06-14 06:53:50

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"Maybe." Be confident. I hugged her back.

2016-06-14 06:54:26

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"It might help if you don't force it. Just...relax. Let things happen naturally."

2016-06-14 06:55:28

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"...I don't have any natural confidence, though."

2016-06-14 06:56:10

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"Obviously you do just....do what you think feels right."

2016-06-14 06:56:40

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"I don't know what that is..."

2016-06-14 06:57:35

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"A few minutes ago it seemed like that's what you were doing."

2016-06-14 06:59:09

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".....that wasn't right at all. Nothing about that was right."

2016-06-14 06:59:30

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"....You didn't like it?"

2016-06-14 07:00:10

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"I liked it, but....I shouldn't have. It made me horrible."

2016-06-14 07:01:18

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"...I liked it too." At least until he brought up Madison. "It felt...like you were comfortable in your own skin for once."

2016-06-14 07:02:16

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I looked down at my hands in hers. ...for once. I...I hate my skin. ".......I'm sorry I can't be like that all the time......" For five minutes, she seemed so much happier.

2016-06-14 07:03:28

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"It's okay. I don't expect you to. I just..." She thought for a moment. "I just want you to feel like there is no pressure on you to be something you're not."

2016-06-14 07:08:00

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Like useful? Competent? Worth the space you take up? Stop....... "....but I don't even know what I am anymore."

2016-06-14 07:09:09