Cherubplay

🌀

"Only because I was there."

2016-06-14 05:18:56

●

"And because he's not an asshole." She got off him. "Like the one you're being right now."

2016-06-14 05:20:00

🌀

My face fell. "I just don't want him to hurt you!"

2016-06-14 05:20:22

●

"He won't hurt me."

2016-06-14 05:20:52

🌀

"....he has before."

2016-06-14 05:22:00

●

"Well now he's changed. He's different now and I can give him the benefit of the doubt."

2016-06-14 05:23:17

🌀

"Yes, but...there's such a thing as reverting back to his old ways."

2016-06-14 05:25:46

●

"He's not, Seculus. You're acting like him kissing me is something I was forced to do."

2016-06-14 05:26:32

🌀

"....It well might've been for all I know. I barely know any of what happened."

2016-06-14 05:28:01

●

"It was very much consenting, in fact he made sure I was okay with it several times."

2016-06-14 05:28:49

🌀

".........." I wrapped my arms around myself as I felt a dip in this high. Of course he did. Why wouldn't he? .....I'm being horrible. I'm being a terrible friend again, he hasn't done anything and I'm just....

2016-06-14 05:30:40

●

"...." She paused for a moment. "I understand why you would want to be concerned but you shouldn't place the entire blame on him."

2016-06-14 05:31:42

🌀

".....I don't want to put any of it on /you/." I don't want to believe she would....

2016-06-14 05:33:03

●

"But it was something I did willingly. /I/ kissed him. And he kissed /me./ Willingly. I am not ashamed of what I did and I don't feel like I should apologize for it."

2016-06-14 05:34:18

🌀

.....but....that means she....... What? Cheated? So did you. A million times over. Hypocrite. Like you have any right to stop her. He's more confident than you are. Of course she's attracted to him more. This is just fake. You know that. She'd rather be with him.

..............go away..............I want it back............

2016-06-14 05:37:30

●

"...." She turned and put an arm around him. "Do you want to tell me how you /really/ feel about it?"

2016-06-14 05:39:21

🌀

"......is he better than me?......"

2016-06-14 05:40:05

●

"No."

2016-06-14 05:40:18

🌀

"..........then why did you.....is it......payback?........for spending more time with Josette........"

2016-06-14 05:42:27

●

"What? No. I just wanted to make him happy."

2016-06-14 05:42:57

🌀

".....what does that mean.....what kind of 'happy'......"

2016-06-14 05:44:28

●

"He hasn't had a proper relationship Seculus. No one has ever taken the time to really make him feel welcome. Lucinda? I know from personal experience that she is just awful."

2016-06-14 05:46:21

🌀

"...........I guess you're right....but just....kissing him isn't a relationship. If that was what you were trying to do, I don't understand why you don't just date him...."

2016-06-14 05:50:32

●

"Because I love him, but I don't know if I'm /in/ love with him."

2016-06-14 05:51:27

🌀

...that must be hard for him too.... "....I....I just don't want him to take you away from me....." He's better. You wouldn't blame her and you know it. He's sensitive, confident, funny, and not completely /pathetic/. He's the better you.

2016-06-14 05:54:39