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"He won't. That's something he definitely /won't/ do."

2016-06-14 05:55:10

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"....how do you know?......" Because she pities you. If she dropped you, it would be because she can't take your shit anymore, not because someone else had replaced you. Shut up. Shut up, shut up, shut up, please.....

2016-06-14 05:58:42

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"Because I know for a fact that I am, and always will be, in love with you."

2016-06-14 05:59:31

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I tried to breathe and calm down. I have to be confident, I have to be /better/ than this, I have to be..... "...I...I'm sorry....." Bring it back. I want to be happy.....

2016-06-14 06:01:17

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"It's okay, I understand why you would feel upset."

2016-06-14 06:01:50

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"....I have to be......" It couldn't have gone away already. I want him to go away.....breathe. Calm down. ...stop being this way.

2016-06-14 06:03:45

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"I'm not going anywhere, and I'm not leaving anytime soon. Nothing is going to change that. I didn't do that to hurt you."

2016-06-14 06:05:13

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Of course she didn't. You're so stupid. ....shut up. I clenched and unclenched my fists in the fabric of my sleeves, somehow managing to be confident and hate myself at the same time. "....I know you didn't. I'm sorry."

2016-06-14 06:08:31

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"It's okay." She pulled him up off the floor to sit next to her. "Just don't hurt Madison."

2016-06-14 06:10:19

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"I won't." I never planned to. I don't know what I planned to do...

2016-06-14 06:11:02

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"Thank you."

2016-06-14 06:11:24

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Keep it up. Don't let it go away. I shouldn't touch her again. I..... "...you're welcome."

2016-06-14 06:16:03

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She took his hand. "You can touch me all you want, that hasn't changed."

2016-06-14 06:17:20

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"............are you sure?" I've been so horrible...this is why I don't deserve to be happy.

2016-06-14 06:19:51

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"I'm very sure."

2016-06-14 06:20:07

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....I shouldn't be.... "...alright." I took her hand back.

2016-06-14 06:22:41

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She squeezed it. It's alright.

2016-06-14 06:25:15

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...........it isn't. This is what happens when I'm confident.

2016-06-14 06:26:35

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...She leaned in and kissed him. She'd prove that it was alright.

2016-06-14 06:27:13

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Be happy for her. I have to be....I kissed her back, unmoving.

2016-06-14 06:30:47

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She took his other hand, and broke the kiss. "It's okay." She said out loud. "Everything is okay."

2016-06-14 06:32:08

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"....what happened to the confidence....I want it back...I'm sorry it went away when you got here."

2016-06-14 06:33:48

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"It's okay. I don't know why it left. Just...do you need me to hold you?"

2016-06-14 06:34:36

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You don't deserve it after what you just did. "....please?....."

2016-06-14 06:36:27

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She pulled him into her lap without hesitation.

2016-06-14 06:36:45