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What was the difference there? Why /couldn't/ I help? ....they loved each other. She didn't love me, or I didn't love her enough. I raised shaky hands to my face. ".........I'm dead. It's love. I'm /dead/."

2015-11-14 11:07:23

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She hesitantly reached over and placed a hand on his back. "Take a deep breath and relax, okay?"

2015-11-14 11:08:46

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How can I? I'm going to die, and it's because I'm not worth anyone loving me. "I don't want to die like this!" I would literally die from loneliness.

2015-11-14 11:12:21

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"You won't if you just calm down. If you get upset, it makes it worse."

2015-11-14 11:13:36

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I tried not to cry. I tried to take a deep breath. I really tried. But everyone knows what happens when I try too hard.

2015-11-14 11:15:12

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She rubbed his back. "It's going to be alright. We'll figure something out."

2015-11-14 11:17:22

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"This isn't a /strategy session/, I can't just 'figure' someone into....loving me...........!" It would never happen. I would die alone, because I was alone, and that was all I would ever be.

2015-11-14 11:19:07

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"You could. It just takes time."

2015-11-14 11:21:15

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"/I don't have time/."

2015-11-14 11:21:59

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"If you get too upset, you really won't."

2015-11-14 11:25:46

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That just made me cry harder.

2015-11-14 11:32:12

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"Just relax. When Seculus and Ren wake we'll figure something out."

2015-11-14 23:20:29

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"...Ren will just /laugh/."

2015-11-14 23:21:37

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"They won't."

2015-11-14 23:22:05

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"Why wouldn't they, they're finally getting what they wanted..."

2015-11-14 23:23:44

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"Because I know them personally and I wouldn't let them."

2015-11-14 23:26:54

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"....." They'll laugh when she's not looking. I took several deep, shaky breaths. If I overreact, it'll just make it worse. It's just /death/. ..... "..........who /was/ that?"

2015-11-14 23:30:18

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"It was a part of Seculus's soul. At least that's what I've been told."

2015-11-14 23:32:07

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"A part....wait, does he have DID?"

2015-11-14 23:33:37

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"No, it's much different than that. But they share some symptoms."

2015-11-14 23:34:18

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"...different how?"

2015-11-14 23:36:15

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"They have an actual appearance and he has control over when they decide to take over."

2015-11-14 23:37:49

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"...oh." What did he say? ....I broke him. How did I manage to do /that/? I looked at her and noticed something on her face. "...you have something......" I reached up to brush it off.

2015-11-14 23:42:34

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When his fingers made contact with him, she jumped and bit and gasped. Another shock was sent through her body. "Yeah, I know. Please don't touch it."

2015-11-14 23:45:35

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I jerked my hand away. "Wh-what? What is it? What happened?" It felt like a wound.

2015-11-14 23:47:07