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She walked over and sat down next to him. "You sure?"
2015-11-14 08:46:00 -
π
"....." I put a hand on the ice. ".............I'm tired. I'm just........so tired." I'm so tired of living a lonely, painful, jealous, pointless life. But she could interpret it as me simply not getting enough sleep.
2015-11-14 08:49:35 -
β
"Of?"
2015-11-14 08:50:40 -
π
........or not. "............being alone................" I said under my breath, which came out in a small fog. "..................and unwanted............."
2015-11-14 08:57:53 -
β
She scooted a little bit closer and leaned onto him. "Yeah...I understand the feeling."
2015-11-14 09:00:58 -
π
What's she.... "............you came on this trip with people who care about you......I just.........invited myself. When it's obvious that no one wanted me here....." I sniffled and almost wiped at my eyes before lowering my hand. .....it was too cold.
2015-11-14 09:05:01 -
β
"Well it was more of get-out-of-town-before-we-all-get-murdered-too kind of deal."
2015-11-14 09:05:49 -
π
"........exactly. You didn't have a choice to argue. I'm just......that dick who felt like butting in........" I used my sleeve instead to rub my eyes, though it didn't keep them dry long.
2015-11-14 09:07:33 -
β
"...It's okay, really."
2015-11-14 09:09:42 -
π
".........then why do I feel like everyone's trying to pretend like I'm not here? Oh, right, because no one gives a shit, and they shouldn't......"
2015-11-14 09:11:16 -
β
"/I/ do."
2015-11-14 09:12:06 -
π
"...you said that before...I don't believe you...out of all people, you should hate me the /most/..."
2015-11-14 09:14:32 -
β
"Well, I don't."
2015-11-14 09:15:55 -
π
".......why?"
2015-11-14 09:16:12 -
β
"You made an effort that you're trying to earn forgiveness, and that feel sorry for what has happened in the past, and because of that I can't hate you."
2015-11-14 09:19:18 -
π
....so she doesn't.....hate me. That's...something. "...and that's the best I'm going to get. Vague non-hate. But no one's ever going to care about me the way you do about Seculus or Ren, and no one ever has.....I don't deserve it."
2015-11-14 09:22:15 -
β
"You will, it just takes time."
2015-11-14 09:23:15 -
π
"Time and a personality people can actually /like/, instead of this...worthless mess..."
2015-11-14 09:24:33 -
β
"It's a new place, who knows. Maybe things will turn around."
2015-11-14 09:27:54 -
π
"....Du kan inte lΓ€ra en gammal hund nya trick."
2015-11-14 09:29:48 -
β
"Chinga tu sueco."
2015-11-14 09:31:44 -
π
"What?"
2015-11-14 09:32:37 -
β
"It means 'fuck your Swedish.'"
2015-11-14 09:35:54 -
π
"Wow, /thanks/."
2015-11-14 09:36:13 -
β
"You're welcome. Besides, I'm sure you said something negative anyway."
2015-11-14 09:36:54