Cherubplay

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"/Who do I love the most?/"

2015-10-26 09:15:04

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"This sounds more like a question you should be asking yourself."

2015-10-26 09:15:23

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"Just answer it."

2015-10-26 09:15:47

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"Well, you're dating Zane, so I can only assume--GAH!" My hand flew to my nose as there was a sharp pain and blood began to flow freely.

2015-10-26 09:16:40

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"...." Her head fell on her knees. There was what the woman at the cafe. No idea what it fully meant, but it meant she didn't love Zane. Or Seculus. Her cold hand started to freeze the glass bottle.

2015-10-26 09:19:37

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"Ow, /ow/--" I ran to get paper towels and held them to my face, then noticed the ice on the bottle. Shit. What did I do? "Care to explain that?"

2015-10-26 09:20:45

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She looked over, and let go of the bottle. No. She didn't want to explain it. It wouldn't matter after a few weeks anyway.

2015-10-26 09:22:24

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"If you're upset because of my answer, it wasn't actually a lie, or that probably wouldn't have happened. I need context here." My voice was a bit nasally. I grabbed another clump of paper towels and went to sit on the counter next to her. She's probably going to shove me off, though.

2015-10-26 09:24:45

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"It's all I need..."

2015-10-26 09:26:01

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"What's all you need? Maybe it's because you love both him and Seculus too much to pick. I have to keep in mind never to answer those questions with two answers again."

2015-10-26 09:26:54

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"...I doubt it."

2015-10-26 09:28:18

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"Alright, you love both him and Seculus too much to pick." My nose didn't grow, and thank heavens to Betsy for that. It would probably hurt. A lot.

2015-10-26 09:29:48

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"...Okay, maybe that's true...but...it's not that simple." She sniffled. Yes, she had been crying over this.

2015-10-26 09:32:33

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"If you're freaking out about not loving Zane then I think that makes things infinitely better." I sighed, reached over, and rubbed her back.

2015-10-26 09:33:37

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"Sure." She ran her fingers through her frosted hair, small bits of snow fell out of it as she did it.

2015-10-26 09:35:19

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"Sure generally means no coming from you. What else."

2015-10-26 09:35:49

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"..I...I...I just....nothing is that simple anymore."

2015-10-26 09:38:15

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"Mmm. Why."

2015-10-26 09:38:37

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"Because if I loved Seculus in that way I would of dated him ages ago. Or at least talked to Zane about it."

2015-10-26 09:40:26

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"You're basing the simplicity of life around your relationship with /Seculus/? Hell, Ivory, no one knows what the fuck that is. There's attachment and there's attraction. You have some kind of twisted mutant hybrid of both for him."

2015-10-26 09:41:56

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"...I know, and it's hurting him."

2015-10-26 09:42:32

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"How do you know? Have you asked him?"

2015-10-26 09:42:49

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"I don't need to."

2015-10-26 09:42:59

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"If you don't think you have to ask then that's a clear sign that you should. Ask Cale, assumptions get you verbally maimed."

2015-10-26 09:43:26

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"There's no assumption. I can /feel/ it. I know."

2015-10-26 09:43:49