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"But you /like/ her. That's why you're doing it."

2015-11-10 08:24:04

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"Yeah, I like her, she's nice, who doesn't? Tassek, 'Habby' and that asshole with the glasses don't count."

2015-11-10 08:24:47

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"But you /like/ her. As in want to /kiss/ her. You can't lie. It's my job to know. You're greedy. You want something you can't have, and you think she owes that to you."

2015-11-10 08:25:47

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I opened my mouth again, going red. Zane frowned at me. "....she doesn't /owe/ me anything, I'd like her to forgive me, but that'll take effort. Yeah, I know I'm a selfish asshole, but I haven't tried to come on to her." "....you are sure?" "Zane, do you seriously think I'd try to kiss your girlfriend? Even discounting the fact that you'd break my spine." "......" Fuck. He sort of did.

2015-11-10 08:29:17

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She giggled a bit harder that she should have. "It's okay. Madison isn't the only one you have to worry about."

2015-11-10 08:30:08

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You know what, bitch, I think I hate you too. I flipped her off. "This isn't your goddamn business, so fuck off." "......what?"

2015-11-10 08:33:17

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"It's not. So /you/ can be the one to tell him to whole story. Well... at from the little that you know. Byeeeeee." She waved, grabbed Haybien's hand, and walked away with him.

2015-11-10 08:34:36

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He was glaring at me. "What is this about." "No. No, I am /not/ doing this. I've learned my lesson about talking, ever, I'm leaving, Greed out, just know that you have literally nothing to worry about with either your girlfriend being anything other than loyal or me ending up with her, she hates me, just like everyone else, so I'm apparently going to go steal from orphans or something and live up to your expectations. Be back at eight." I shoved my hands in my pockets and stomped out of the apartment, leaving him to stare after me in shock.

2015-11-10 08:41:16

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Of course I'm not going to steal from orphans, are there even any orphanages around here? But even if I opened my own and donated every cent I have to it, everyone would still hate me. I'm /always/ the bad guy. Thing. Bad /thing/. Bad angel thing. I'm a object. The first question she asked wasn't 'how are you?', it was 'why isn't he wood?' Even though it's finally over, I'm still a freak. Like I should be taking the words of an insidious bitch like her personally, but she wasn't wrong about much, so I can't just brush them off either. ...am I that greedy? I only wanted to help. I just want to see her happy. I stormed down the sidewalk, kicking rocks and litter until I ran out of steam and just slumped as I walked, dragging my feet.

2015-11-11 02:17:10

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Rayne exited the library. Finals season was about to hit and the last thing she needed was to end up like Tassek and be expelled no matter if he got 100% on all his finals. Shame is computer was broken...and his text books. What did he do to piss Ivory off again? Oh yeah, something about Seculus. With her bag over her shoulder, she moved down the sidewalk, heading home.

2015-11-11 02:24:30

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I had to look up when I reached a crosswalk, as much as I simply wanted to stroll into traffic, and when I did I saw Kinsley's girlfriend on the other side of the street. Rayne, I think. Oh, shit. Please, please, please no....this night just /has/ to get worse. I froze, backing away from the street.

2015-11-11 02:36:49

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Rayne looked up and saw Madison. Well...she thought it was Madison? He wasn't wood anymore. Well. Wait, why was he leaivng? "Hey!" She called out, and moved towards him.

2015-11-11 02:46:27

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Fuck. /Please no/. I tripped over an unkicked cardboard box and fell on my tailbone with a yelp. SHIT!

2015-11-11 02:49:52

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Rayne finally caught up to Madison when he fell down, and offered a hand out to him for help. "Hey. You alright?"

2015-11-11 02:51:32

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I shrank away from her, covering my face with my arm. "Please don't hurt me, I don't know what I did to you but I'm /sorry/, please....!"

2015-11-11 02:54:01

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She chuckled. "I'm not here to hurt you. God, you have an apology problem just like Ivory."

2015-11-11 02:56:58

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I was trying not to cry. "You sure seemed to be enjoying it before, is Kinsley waiting around here somewhere with a drill, stay away from me, I can feel again, I don't want...!!"

2015-11-11 02:58:47

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"I thought it was a joke! I didn't know you'd be upset by it."

2015-11-11 03:01:20

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"I wasn't laughing, I was /sobbing/, and you -- you just --"

2015-11-11 03:03:02

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She sighed. "I know. That was wrong of me. I'm sorry."

2015-11-11 03:03:36

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"Why didn't you listen, I was begging -- ......what?"

2015-11-11 03:05:10

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"I should have reacted differently. I'm sorry."

2015-11-11 03:06:00

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"...I.............." She apologized? ...voluntarily? Like I had feelings?

2015-11-11 03:09:31

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"Hmmm..?"

2015-11-11 03:10:47

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I was still shaking a little. ".....I.....f-forgive you?"

2015-11-11 03:14:40