Cherubplay

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"After all, Lance could take weeks, even a month to forgive you, his favorite person in the world. Seculus could get over permanently losing the love of his life and his only hope for the future by himself while you dealt with that, right?"

2015-10-14 07:50:39

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"Yes, but, he still wants me around. So I'll be there."

2015-10-14 07:52:17

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"Because you're the only sentient being left on this earth who will still pity and lie to him."

2015-10-14 07:53:40

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"I'm not lying to him."

2015-10-14 07:53:58

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"He's convinced that you're happy. How are you not?"

2015-10-14 07:54:21

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"...."

2015-10-14 07:54:59

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"Not only that, but you're making /such/ an effort to shove him away 'for his own good' that, if you hadn't been drunk, he would have frozen to death either out on the street by himself or right there on the couch."

2015-10-14 07:56:07

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"....I know."

2015-10-14 07:56:41

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"But, oh, I don't blame you. He wouldn't kill himself if you left, he's too scared, and that simply /minuscule/ amount of complete emptiness would be nothing compared to the guilt you'd feel if you 'hurt' him again, after all, it's not like flesh wounds actually /heal/ or anything, that would be silly."

2015-10-14 07:59:16

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"...I know that...but..."

2015-10-14 08:00:31

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"That's right, you know. How selfish you've been, trying to 'save him', when all he wants is peace and a pity party. What stupid, unrealistic goals you both have." Suddenly he sneered and jabbed her in the collarbone with his finger. "The two of you make me /sick/."

2015-10-14 08:03:14

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With quickness, she shoved him, taking a step back. "/Don't touch me./"

2015-10-14 08:04:50

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"/Really/. You don't seem to mind when he does it." He caught himself quickly and his smile returned as a tiny patch of crystal ice formed on the skin he'd touched.

2015-10-14 08:06:03

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Her hand went to her collarbone, and felt the little bit of ice on her as it slowly embedded itself into her skin. "Take it off. /Now./"

2015-10-14 08:08:12

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"As is the same for him, I couldn't if I wanted to. You really should be more scared of him than you are, if you hate this so much."

2015-10-14 08:09:38

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"I have no reason to fear him, but /you/ aren't him."

2015-10-14 08:11:35

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"I am. But I thought you weren't afraid."

2015-10-14 08:11:58

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"...I'm not."

2015-10-14 08:12:17

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"You seem like you are."

2015-10-14 08:12:33

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"/I'm not./"

2015-10-14 08:13:10

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"Then why are you shaking?"

2015-10-14 08:13:32

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She looked down at her hands. They were indeed trembling. A little from cold. A little from fear.

2015-10-14 08:14:17

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"See?"

2015-10-14 08:15:19

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Her hands turned into a fist. "/Fuck you./"

2015-10-14 08:15:46

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"And you said you could never hate him. It happens to everyone eventually."

2015-10-14 08:16:11