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"...I do." I went quiet for a moment, just listening to her...not breathe. Okay, so maybe it wasn't quite the same as Anndrea. "I was wondering....how in the world did /your/ memory show up in Calistor?"

2015-09-27 11:05:29

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She paused for a moment. That was a good question. "I have no idea." She drew her knees to her chest. "Nothing like that has ever happened before."

2015-09-27 11:06:44

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I frowned. "I hope it doesn't again, that was....terrible. It made you so upset. And Seth wasn't helping."

2015-09-27 11:08:04

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"Me too. It's...something I don't like to think about."

2015-09-27 11:08:54

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I wouldn't make her think about it then. "Speaking of Seth, is he still just wandering around by himself, I wonder?"

2015-09-27 11:09:34

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"...Possibly? How did he even come out, though? It just...none of this makes sense."

2015-09-27 11:10:34

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........... "...I don't...I don't know. It might have something to do with my mental state. I really don't know."

2015-09-27 11:12:02

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"....You seem pretty mentally sound to me. Other than well...you know." The desire to die.

2015-09-27 11:13:16

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"...yes, other than.....that.......no, I keep talking to myself. And not in the normal way, if there even is one, just....having whole conversations in my head." My voice quieted and I tugged the blanket around me. "I'm scared."

2015-09-27 11:15:25

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She reached out and took his hand. "It's okay to be afraid."

2015-09-27 11:17:07

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"But....it's not normal. And the voices sort of talk like Calypso. Then, when they don't, they just sound mad in their own right." What has she done to me? I took her hand back, tightly.

2015-09-27 11:20:14

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"...Did you know people who talk to themselves usually have higher IQs?" She asked. "Either way. You're normal. You're not insane. Trust me. You're not crazy in the slightest."

2015-09-27 11:23:48

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"I am. Normal people don't narrate everything in their heads and play through the entire scenario of their funeral in second and third person."

2015-09-27 11:26:03

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"You'd be surprised."

2015-09-27 11:27:25

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"Would I? Nothing surprises me anymore."

2015-09-27 11:28:38

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"I doubt that."

2015-09-27 11:30:23

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"Well, Seth did. But that was about it."

2015-09-27 11:31:03

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"Seth even surprised me, honestly."

2015-09-27 11:32:32

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"That and finding out Louhkie actually respected me, I guess."

2015-09-27 11:33:16

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"Well...I knew of that to an extent. Tassek...isn't exactly as fucked up as I am."

2015-09-27 11:35:12

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"...he's an ass, but a fairly stable one, I suppose. You aren't 'fucked up', though. At all."

2015-09-27 11:36:15

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"If I wasn't, I wouldn't be able to roam around that place, or better yet I wouldn't of tried to kill myself."

2015-09-27 11:37:19

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"Clarenz's and Lucinda's fault. I met Lucinda. She isn't the kind of devil that's good for anyone, and that's saying something."

2015-09-27 11:38:18

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"Even then...I still could of turned out better..."

2015-09-27 11:39:07

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I hugged her. "I promise, you couldn't have possibly turned out /any/ better than you already are. It's not possible, because you're perfect already."

2015-09-27 11:40:12