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"I feel like I need to." She frowned. "Here I am making you upset and I...can't really stop it.... I just keep making it worse."

2015-07-01 10:15:12

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"You are not making anything worse, it is just me...."

2015-07-01 10:16:58

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"It's not just you. You're..." Ugh, how did she put this. "You're not intentionally trying to hurt me. In fact you're not hurting me in the slightest."

2015-07-01 10:18:26

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"That is ridiculous, the moment I arrived you became upset. It is cause and effect."

2015-07-01 10:20:30

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"I assumed you were still upset at me."

2015-07-01 10:21:27

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"I never was, I thought you were angry at me about last night."

2015-07-01 10:24:30

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"Why would I be angry? I was the one who made you cry."

2015-07-01 10:25:10

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"No, I made /you/ cry."

2015-07-01 10:25:49

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"Because I don't like upsetting people."

2015-07-01 10:26:14

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"But that was just further upsetting..."

2015-07-01 10:26:48

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"I know. I know." she ran both her hands through her hair slowly. "But I feel like last night was entirely my fault, and I fucked up. /Really bad./"

2015-07-01 10:28:53

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"Oh, God, no, it was not, it really, really was not."

2015-07-01 10:29:31

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"I feel like it is completely."

2015-07-01 10:31:15

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"You said you were bad with feelings. This one in particular is inaccurate."

2015-07-01 10:32:12

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"I don't...really remember it, so I guess I could be wrong."

2015-07-01 10:33:17

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"....you do not remember it? Then you have absolutely no right to be blaming yourself."

2015-07-01 10:34:09

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"I guess so...Maybe you could explain it better? I'm sure you remember much more than I do."

2015-07-01 10:35:33

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"....well....you came to visit me at work. People made fun of us...we both passed out, then woke up on the boardwalk. We started going back towards the city and Lance and Cale came to pick us up. I had...um, your lipstick on my face.....apparently........I do not know exactly what I did, but you began panicking and yelling, and you did not seem okay at all, and I did not know what to do so I..............started crying.....I'm sorry.........you started too, so they got us both in the car and on the way back you would not look at me......"

2015-07-01 10:43:25

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So he remembered exactly what she did. Okay, so she wasn't completely crazy. "...I'm sorry if I worried you."

2015-07-01 10:45:58

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He couldn't say she hadn't done anything for this one. He had been horribly worried. ".....as long as you are okay now."

2015-07-01 10:47:47

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"I am. Are you though?"

2015-07-01 10:48:54

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".....I....think so." He was genuinely unsure.

2015-07-01 10:56:47

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"Good. I'm...glad that we at least got that settled?"

2015-07-01 10:58:42

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"....right....what now?"

2015-07-01 10:59:17

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"I'm...not sure. I didn't expect you to even put up for me this long."

2015-07-01 11:00:29