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She broke the kiss only to undo her bra.

2016-02-21 04:55:00

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He lay asleep in her bed, covered by sheets. It was probably good that he hadn't ended up in Calistor, or he might recognize what he'd done earlier than need be.

2016-02-21 04:56:04

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Anndrea was still awake, on the verge of passing out. That...oh...why was she this tired? But... what was that on his neck? That was hers.... no. It's not his anymore. She reached out and pulled it off him. Chain breaking.

2016-02-21 05:01:19

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He flinched, but remained asleep, cross resting on the bedspread.

2016-02-21 05:03:16

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I stumbled out of the apartment and onto the street, sobbing. I...she....I....!

He'd barely remembered to get his clothes on the way out. He felt refreshed and satisfied, and /hated/ himself for it, after doing what he did, and it took him longer than it would have to get back to Ivory's house between his tears. He almost didn't want to go in. He didn't deserve to see Ivory. He didn't deserve anything. He was a cheating, disgusting, pathetic excuse for a person, and he....he......he collapsed, shaking, on the porch, next to the door, clawing at his wrists and not even feeling the ground beneath his knees.

2016-02-21 05:09:18

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Everyone was out at the moment. They left Ivory alone, since Seculus was supposed to be home...an hour ago. She stepped outside. Where was-oh shit. Immediately she collasped beside him and threw her arms around him.

2016-02-21 05:18:17

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There was already blood, it took less with his greater strength, and for a second he didn't seem to notice she was there. When he did, he tried to pull himself away. He'd had enough.....intimacy for the evening.

2016-02-21 05:20:27

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She immediately grabbed him by the wrist. "It's alright. It's just me."

2016-02-21 05:23:09

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"Stop, stop, I'm sorry," He sobbed, jerking it away.

2016-02-21 05:23:50

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"It's okay. Just take a deep breath."

2016-02-21 05:24:41

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He couldn't. He couldn't breathe. And if he breathed he'd have to...he'd have to tell her.

2016-02-21 05:25:55

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"Seculus! Breathe!"

2016-02-21 05:31:00

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He whimpered "I'm sorry" one more time and his head fell. He didn't look at her.

2016-02-21 05:36:51

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"What? Why? What happened?"

2016-02-21 05:37:37

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He remained silent, or mostly so, aside from the sound of his crying.

2016-02-21 05:38:51

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"Seculus it's alright. I'm not going to hurt you. Just tell me what's wrong."

2016-02-21 05:40:36

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She'd hate him. He deserved it. Horrible. Disgusting. She should hate him. The sniffling quieted just enough for him to get out soft words. ".....Anndrea said....she wanted to see me....she sounded upset....I got there, and she......sh-sh-she........."

2016-02-21 05:42:27

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She grew more and more concerned. "Shit. Are you okay? Did she hurt you?"

2016-02-21 05:48:27

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"....sh....she.....got me to......" He couldn't say it. Thinking about it just scared him.

2016-02-21 05:48:58

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"What did she do? Seculus it's okay. You can tell me. No one's home. I won't say anything."

2016-02-21 05:52:54

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But /she/ was home. ".........she......." He couldn't. He mumbled it under his breath.

2016-02-21 05:54:15

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"What?" She learned in closer.

2016-02-21 05:56:41

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".....m-m-made me.....h-have....s....sex............with............"

2016-02-21 05:57:45

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Her face fell. "Oh my God." Shit. That was the last thing she expected to hear. "Are you okay?" Dumb question. Of course he isn't. "Lets get you inside."

2016-02-21 06:02:25

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He didn't say anything. He didn't move. He'd gone quiet, but was still crying, staring down at his wrists.

2016-02-21 06:04:18