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"I'd say try befriending Tassek but you're better off stabbing yourself in the thigh with cyanide and have it be less toxic."

2015-10-25 06:56:58

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I let myself be depressed for about five seconds. "No way am I doing either of those things."

2015-10-25 06:58:08

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"Good. I don't want have to force another angel to vomit."

2015-10-25 06:58:42

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"Vomiting would do nothing to save me if I /stabbed myself in the leg/." Seculus suddenly spoke up, looking at her worriedly. "Are Kinsley and Clarenz okay?"

2015-10-25 07:00:46

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She turned to Seculus. "Remember how I said I'm out of meds? Kinsley doesn't know I take them."

2015-10-25 07:01:30

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"...../what did Clarenz do/??"

2015-10-25 07:02:01

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She let out a sigh. "I took your advice at talking to him. It went south. /Quick./ He decided his best option would be to kill himself while I was passed out on the kitchen floor."

2015-10-25 07:03:11

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"....oh my God......" "Wait, wait, wait. /That kid/ was bold enough to try that?"

2015-10-25 07:04:09

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"At fucking up myself even more? Yeah."

2015-10-25 07:04:36

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"Oh, that's just /great/. I can't believe it, he can't even try to kill himself without fucking everyone over." "He took /all your drugs/?"

2015-10-25 07:06:37

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"Yes. All of them. A month's supply. Every last pill."

2015-10-25 07:07:21

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"So you had them already and now you have to wait ANOTHER WHOLE MONTH; forget what I said, I'm going to kill him myself!" It suddenly grew very cold and I shivered, stepping back from him. Ice started forming underneath him. Holy shit, she wasn't kidding.

2015-10-25 07:09:38

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She reached out and took his hand. "Seculus, it's okay. Like I said, I just have to wait."

2015-10-25 07:10:42

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"Look what happened when you just had to go without for a couple of weeks! This isn't good for you, Ivory!"

2015-10-25 07:11:52

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"And I'm going to feel worse if you confront him about it. He already thinks we both should be in the psych ward, the last thing we need is another reason for him to think it."

2015-10-25 07:13:18

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"He.../what/??" His face fell. "Okay, just calm down, we'll set Lucinda on him."

2015-10-25 07:15:35

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"No. No. And No. We are /not/ doing anything to him. Lance has already done enough. There's nothing more we can do until a month passes."

2015-10-25 07:16:54

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"....but......" "A month, Jesus. You're sure you'll be alright?"

2015-10-25 07:18:30

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"I'll be fine. Please, Seculus? I know you're concerned but you have to trust me."

2015-10-25 07:19:12

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".........alright," he sighed, resting his forehead on hers.

2015-10-25 07:21:15

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"Good." She placed her hands on his cheeks. "It's going to be okay. I have you. You can keep me stable until then."

2015-10-25 07:22:22

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"I'll....I'll try." I stepped back from this and turned away, closing my eyes. Exactly. She's lucky. She has him, and he's great for her. I have no one.

2015-10-25 07:24:05

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"Thank you. Trying is all I need."

2015-10-25 07:25:24

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"...what if I can't actually do anything, though?"

2015-10-25 07:27:05

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"You can, I know you can. We're in a pact together, remember? If there's anyone who can keep me grounded, it's you."

2015-10-25 07:29:22