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"Better than sitting here alone. Better than...a lot of things, really." She paused for a moment. "It just feels right, I guess."

2015-10-20 08:27:28

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"..........I'm glad you don't have to be alone, then."

2015-10-20 08:28:38

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She rested her head on his shoulder. "Me too." She wanted him here. That was certain.

2015-10-20 08:31:01

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...she wants me here. Of course she does, so she doesn't have to deal with your perverted younger self without help. He's not even here right now. You walked for, what, two minutes? Less? He can't exactly be far behind. I don't care. He won't bother. Right, tell that to him when he's banging your girlfriend. I gritted my teeth a little. He's not going to /do/ that. If he doesn't, you will. No I won't! We'll see. Shut up. Just shut up, I'm happy for five minutes and you have to come along and ruin it?! /Why/?! Why do you have to torture me like this?! Just leave me the Hell alone! I grew cold again, and a little frost formed on my nose. That's why, idiot.

2015-10-20 08:35:25

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She leaned in and kissed the end of his nose. "Luces again?" She asked.

2015-10-20 08:37:37

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I nodded. "...I'm sorry..."

2015-10-20 08:38:26

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She held him closer to her. "Don't be, it's okay."

2015-10-20 08:38:56

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"....whenever we get a chance, he ruins it."

2015-10-20 08:40:27

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"Because that's just who he is. I'm sorry you have to put up with him."

2015-10-20 08:41:11

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"......I'm sorry he hurt you."

2015-10-20 08:42:08

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"It's okay. It's not your fault."

2015-10-20 08:42:34

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"If I were in fewer pieces, he wouldn't be around."

2015-10-20 08:44:13

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"Fewer pieces or not, you still don't have to blame yourself for his actions."

2015-10-20 08:45:09

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"They're all actions I might perform, though, if I weren't so desperate not to drive anyone else away....he acts exactly how I used to, actually...."

2015-10-20 08:46:43

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"Well, you're different now. That's all that matters."

2015-10-20 08:47:22

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".......even with that behind me, I don't like how I've changed."

2015-10-20 08:48:14

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"Why?"

2015-10-20 08:48:52

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"At least /then/ I was even remotely confident, competent, helpful, worthwhile.............."

2015-10-20 08:50:45

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"Well, maybe one day you'll be confident again. Though, I think already having three out of the four qualities you have is a great on its own."

2015-10-20 08:53:29

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".....which ones, 'at', 'least', and 'remotely'?"

2015-10-20 08:54:51

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She chuckled. "Competent, helpful, and worthwhile."

2015-10-20 08:55:49

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"...no....no, not really....." I mumbled regretfully "'Is it because you've effortlessly failed at being a competent human being?'"

2015-10-20 08:58:08

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"Now who said that to you?"

2015-10-20 08:58:33

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"............Calypso. One of the first times I ever spoke to her, so....she hadn't figured out how to best hurt me yet, so she was just stating whatever facts she could drag out of my thoughts.................."

2015-10-20 09:00:10

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"Well she's a liar."

2015-10-20 09:00:37