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"....but he's /dying/. He used to be such a good boy, even if he hurt me he doesn't deserve /this/...I'm so sorry, Tassek......I ruined him............." I couldn't stop crying now. /Dammit/.

2015-10-19 00:19:53

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"Hurting you isn't /good./ He'll live, and he'll learn his lesson."

2015-10-19 00:21:00

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"Before I got out he was so nice....and sweet....and kind.......I ruined him........"

2015-10-19 00:21:35

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"You didn't."

2015-10-19 00:21:56

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"/I'm/ the only common factor, every pain he went through is my fault, it's my fault Terezi left, he didn't start acting like this until he met /me/...."

2015-10-19 00:23:18

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"You did not force him to hurt you. You did not force Terezi to leave. They're both people who can think for themselves. You didn't do anything wrong."

2015-10-19 00:25:16

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"She wouldn't have tried if I hadn't...brought her to Lucifer....! He only hated me because he knew how I'd ruined his life by 'helping' him make decisions, I never made the right ones, I always mess things up, I always......." I buried my face in my pillow to try and muffle it.

2015-10-19 00:27:51

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She stopped moving. "Seculus, you haven't messed /anything/ up."

2015-10-19 00:29:29

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I turned my head a little so my mouth wasn't in the pillow. ".......I've messed up all of my relationships.....I've messed up my own head.....and now I've messed up his /life/...!"

2015-10-19 00:32:44

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"He's was going to be /fine./ If it makes you feel better was nearby in case something got out of hand. You'e not messed up. You're different. Tassek can't see that."

2015-10-19 00:34:21

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"....no, I'm messed up............I shouldn't even exist......"

2015-10-19 00:36:20

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"You're not messed up. At all."

2015-10-19 00:37:09

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"............Ivory, I know I'm broken. I haven't felt anything right in....I don't know.......if that isn't messed up, I don't know what is........"

2015-10-19 00:38:28

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"And it is one hundred percent /okay/ to feel that way sometimes. Everything is a mess right now, but things will get better."

2015-10-19 00:39:58

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"Sometimes, maybe, but.......for a month straight?"

2015-10-19 00:40:40

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"....Maybe even that long?" Her emotions have been a bit all over the place as well but...she was a crazy off her meds. "I can promise you right now at least that things are going to be fine."

2015-10-19 00:42:34

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"........." I clutched the phone to my ear. "......and.....Tassek will be okay?........"

2015-10-19 00:43:47

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"Yes. He's going to be fine. Light headed, but fine."

2015-10-19 00:44:11

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"........oh........okay..............." I rubbed my eyes and sniffled.

2015-10-19 00:47:08

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"Just relax, okay? If you need me to turn around and come over, I can."

2015-10-19 00:47:55

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"..........no, you're....it's fine..........it probably wouldn't end well for you to be here when he wakes up, anyways."

2015-10-19 00:51:19

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"I know,but.....I don't want you to feel like you're out of options or alone."

2015-10-19 00:52:17

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"...well....I'm not alone, finally, but....I am out of options."

2015-10-19 00:53:12

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"What makes you say that?"

2015-10-19 00:54:46

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"...dying and living are a fire and a frying pan."

2015-10-19 00:55:38