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"Of course I didn't." I stroked her face and kissed the front of her throat

2015-10-17 08:50:34

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She let out another gasp, and gently relaxed with a shudder that traveled up her spine.

2015-10-17 08:55:28

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I trailed my lips across her throat and chin until I reached her collarbone and they touched something cold. ...what? I tugged her collar down slightly to find a patch of ice. A patch of....oh God.....oh God, did /I/ do this?

2015-10-17 09:01:10

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She flinched once his lips left her body and touched the ice. Wait. Shit. Nononono! Don't look at it! As her anxiety increased, the ice's development rapidly spread, now down her arm and chest. Fuck. Holy shit. Cold. /Cold./

2015-10-17 09:03:53

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No, no, no, I'm sorry, I'm /sorry/! I scrambled backwards, as far away from her as I could, and stared at my hands. They weren't cold. I wasn't cold at all. I don't /understand/. ....of course. I hurt everyone. Even when I'm not trying...or notice.....I hurt her.

2015-10-17 09:05:57

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She shifted backwards as well, and shut her eyes tightly. Oh God. This was her fault. This was all her fault. She always ruined everything. Tears leaked from her closed eyes and streamed down her face. "/I'm sorry! I'm sorry!/" She cried out, and moved her knees closer to her body as the ice spread. "I should of told you sooner, I'm sorry!"

2015-10-17 09:09:34

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No....no........tell me? Why would she have......was this not recent? How long ago could I have possibly done this to her? And even though I wasn't touching her, it was spreading........? I moved back towards her. I'm so sorry. I hugged her tightly, placing my hands on the ice. "....I don't know how I did this to you....but I'm sorry.............I'm so sorry........"

2015-10-17 09:12:03

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He was sorry he-No! No that's not what she meant! "I...you didn't...." Fuck. Fuck. She was attempting to focus on not having a panic attack right here. "I met...I met one of the voices in your head. I thought I could handle him. I couldn't. I'm sorry. /I'm sorry./" She started to tremble. From the coldness, and her fear.

2015-10-17 09:16:54

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............what? How is that even possible? Is this...what she meant by it being 'different'? ...Luces. LUCES. I'M GOING TO KILL YOU! Good luck with that. After all, you'd have to kill /yourself/ first. I WILL, IF IT MEANS YOU STOP HURTING HER! My hands grew cold with my anger, and I tried to calm down so I wouldn't make it worse. I held her closer. "It's not your fault. It's /his/. I won't let it happen again. I promise. Just, please, calm down, I'll fix it...I'll try to fix it......." All I could do was try. After all, I couldn't fix Louhkie either.

2015-10-17 09:22:04

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She immediately wrapped her arms around him tightly, and clung to him. Mostly for warmth. Holy fuck, she was /freezing/ cold. Just calm down. Like he said. Just calm down, she was going to worry him and she didn't want that.

2015-10-17 09:25:29

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Yes, I'm worried. This could /kill/ her. If I never had this stupid thing in the first place, this never could have happened........ What can I /do/? Please, don't die. Don't die. I love you. I tried not to cry, and kissed where it was spreading on her arm.

2015-10-17 09:28:43

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She shivered slightly. His lips pressed against the ice, and it melted to his touch. Immediately, she noticed, and stared at him for a moment. Was it really just that?

2015-10-17 09:32:07

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I stared back. That can't possibly be it. Not coming from /me/ of all people. I immediately kissed the thicker spot on her collarbone, where, seemingly, it had all started.

2015-10-17 09:33:53

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Instantly, it melted. Without a second thought, she removed her jacket and tossed it aside to help him out. Please, don't leave her here. They could fix this together.

2015-10-17 09:37:01

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I won't. I would never. I didn't remove my lips from her skin, running them along every patch of ice I could see, and then even some I couldn't. I can fix this. For once, I can /fix/ something instead of breaking it. .../we/ can fix this.

2015-10-17 09:38:44

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The ice melted. It all melted. Soon, none of it remained. Only water. Which, she didn't mind. Better wet then frozen. However, once it completely disappeared, Ivory pulled Seculus back into her embrace tightly. "I love you." She whispered to him, as if anything louder would bring it all back.

2015-10-17 09:42:44

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"I love you too. So much." I pulled her head to my chest, cradling her and rocking back and forth slightly.

2015-10-17 09:47:32

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The tears streamed down more, but it wasn't tears of worry or sadness. It was more of love and happiness. He saved her. She would of /died/ without him. He was right here. He wasn't going anywhere.

2015-10-17 09:49:50

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"I'm not. I'll stay with you." I kissed the top of her head. I can't believe it. I /helped/ her. Of all things, I /saved her life/. Don't give yourself too much credit, Romeo. It was your fault to begin with, after all. You shut up. This was /your/ fault. Exactly, and I'm -- YOU'RE NOT ME! /I/ AM ME! SO YOU STAY AWAY FROM HER! AND I'M NOT FUCKING ROMEO, I'M PRINCE CHARMING, SO YOU SHUT YOUR TWAT MOUTH!!

2015-10-17 09:56:56

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"....T-Thank you." She finally stuttered out. She moved her hand to her face to wipe her tears away.

2015-10-17 09:58:57

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I wiped them away for her and took her hand, kissing the back. "You shouldn't have to thank me. It's a given. What else would I do? ...that's a rhetorical question."

2015-10-17 10:00:47

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She smiled slightly. "You're right. You're completely right. I should of came to you sooner." So much sooner.

2015-10-17 10:02:10

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"....I would've waited forever if I'd had to."

2015-10-17 10:03:42

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"Better late than never, then."

2015-10-17 10:05:06

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"/Much/ better than never. ....are you feeling alright?"

2015-10-17 10:05:57