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"I'm really sorry you have to put up with that, you shouldn't." She slowly started to rub is back, specifically the space between his wings.

2015-09-07 00:14:02

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"No, he's right, I'm always doing that to people....it's why Anndrea got mad at me...." She would probably be mad again if she knew. About anything. I missed her, but at the same time, I didn't want to tell her what I'd been up to. It would make her cry. This felt good, though, and helped a tight knot of stress I hadn't known was there. I closed my eyes and tried not to put my hand on hers. Why am I so worthless? I can't even....

2015-09-07 00:19:41

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"Seculus..." She sighed. "There the ones in the wrong, not you. We live in a world where it's deemed almost wrong to show affection to member of the opposite sex, and if someone does, it automatically assumed that those two people are dating. Do you know how many people think Lance and I were dating? A lot. I've gotten used to it. You shouldn't feel bad because you outwardly show that you care about people. In fact, I think its a wonderful trait to have. A little kindness goes a long way."

2015-09-07 00:24:08

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"But it isn't kind, it's me being selfish. Terezi already knew I cared about her, I didn't have to..." Wait, no. I didn't want to tell her about that. It would just prove Tassek right for her. Did she even know that I'd already tried once?

2015-09-07 00:31:01

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"You're not selfish. You're not selfish at all."

2015-09-07 00:32:34

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"I am. I'm always doing stupid things without any forethought for others' feelings, just because I'm nosy and can't take the hint when I'm not wanted. Which is always. But I keep trying, so I'm selfish...."

2015-09-07 00:35:42

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"Seculus, you're not unwanted. Tassek is just an asshole. If I didn't want you around I still wouldn't be here."

2015-09-07 00:37:22

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"......I'm a mentally ill person with a knife. It's more likely that you're just scared to run." Wait, that sounded like Ren. This doesn't bode well.

2015-09-07 00:41:14

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"And I'm a dead vampire on a path to self destruction. " Looks like they were a matching pair.

2015-09-07 00:42:21

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"Everyone's on a path to self-destruction, and yours won't come any sooner." /Well then/, Seculus.

2015-09-07 00:44:56

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"Now if that were true, I wouldn't have scars on my arms. Now would I?"

2015-09-07 00:46:20

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"................you might."

2015-09-07 00:49:03

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"What do you mean?"

2015-09-07 00:49:30

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"Just because you did....that a few times doesn't mean you're destined for self-destruction." Tassek had done it as well when he was younger. And look at him now. .....oh, wait. Maybe that isn't the best comparison...

2015-09-07 00:52:15

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"I've been doing it since I was fourteen, Seculus."

2015-09-07 00:53:07

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"..............................."

2015-09-07 00:54:26

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"...." Well /that/ probably wasn't the best thing to say. She averted his gaze.

2015-09-07 00:55:38

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I wrung my hands. "................why?"

2015-09-07 00:56:51

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"....It's.... complicated to explain."

2015-09-07 00:58:16

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"............okay." I wasn't going to ask further. But it was still extremely concerning.

2015-09-07 00:59:29

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"Don't...worry about me though, I'll be fine. Just focus on you."

2015-09-07 01:00:18

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I frowned and furrowed my brows. "Oh no, we're not doing this again. I'm going to worry about you all I want."

2015-09-07 01:01:00

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She frowned. "Please don't."

2015-09-07 01:01:24

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"You can't stop me."

2015-09-07 01:01:58

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"I can't but it's a terrible idea. Worst idea you've ever come up with."

2015-09-07 01:02:41