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"...oh...well...she was only trying to keep him safe."

2015-08-12 11:28:06

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"But was it really worth?" She looked Zane in the eye. "Because if I was in her shoes, I could never just drop someone like that."

2015-08-12 11:29:44

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He stared back. "....even if it was so you would not hurt them yourself?" He certainly would.

2015-08-12 11:31:57

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"Well...not necessarily. I guess when it comes to love, they accept that risk? To take all that in, because they choose to be with me even through that?"

2015-08-12 11:33:39

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That was an extremely trusting way of going about things. He didn't quite understand it. "But would you not want to not take the risk yourself of hurting them and having to see them in pain?"

2015-08-12 11:46:06

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"Leaving them would hurt them too. They might not want to admit it, but it would."

2015-08-12 11:49:54

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"But not physically."

2015-08-12 11:53:11

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"I can't physically hurt people I care about."

2015-08-12 11:54:29

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"Not even by accident? Because that is the premise of this leaving scenario."

2015-08-12 11:55:32

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"...I don't know." She shifted a bit to get a better look at him. "I don't exactly plan on leaving or throwing anyone aside anytime soon."

2015-08-12 11:57:56

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"....." He still looked confused. Hurting someone wasn't something you /planned/ on, it was something you couldn't help, and if you did it, it meant you weren't safe. And if you weren't safe, then why should it be safe for the person you care about to be around you, either?

2015-08-12 11:59:44

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"I do have a question though....Why do you ask?" Was there a reason behind this?

2015-08-12 12:01:20

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What had he originally asked? He couldn't remember. "I do not know."

2015-08-12 12:03:04

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"hmm." She looked down for a moment."I know....I know it's not the best solution to stay in a situation like that, but I guess... " Ugh, she was never good at describing her feelings. "But I guess I would rather them hate me because I'm too clingy, rather them hate me because I left them alone when they needed me."

2015-08-12 12:11:06

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"....oh." So that was what she'd been doing with Ren. "But what if they....do not need you?" It wasn't as if he was good for much. He couldn't comfort, he couldn't be very positive, for the most part it was better if he stayed away from people he might hurt.

2015-08-12 20:07:37

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"Then all they need to do is to just tell me to go." It's happened before. By now? She was used to that pain of being alone. It didn't bother her.

2015-08-12 20:10:35

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Oh...oh no. Had he brought up something he shouldn't have? He couldn't tell. He was so fucking /dense/. Nervously, he reached across and patted her on the knee. "....sorry."

2015-08-12 20:29:07

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She reached up and placed her hand on top of his. "Don't be. It's okay. I don't mind it."

2015-08-12 20:31:18

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"...really?" Her hand on his sent a sick feeling through the pit of his stomach. "Do....you need me?" If she told him to go, he would. He wouldn't like it, but he would, for her.

2015-08-12 20:38:28

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She nodded and looked him in the eye once more. "Yes. I do." Very badly. Desperately needed him. Please don't leave.

2015-08-12 20:40:18

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She did. He wouldn't have to leave, then. He stared at those green eyes with his midnight ones. She was so pretty. "....can...I....kiss you...?"

2015-08-12 20:44:25

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....Could he....? Was this a dream? No. It couldn't be. "Yes." Please?

2015-08-12 20:46:05

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Wait, really? He hadn't planned for that response. Or any response aside from her slapping him. What now?! ....well.....he may as well have asked that question for a reason. He closed his eyes, moved forward, and placed his lips on hers, one hand on the ground to support him, the other still on her knee.

2015-08-12 20:49:02

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She closed her eyes as he leaned forward. This was...happening. He was serious. Oh God. Oh God. She felt his lips press against hers. Immediately, she returned this kiss, moving both hands around the back of his neck.

2015-08-12 20:56:50

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So she really was okay with it. Huh. He raised his hand from her knee and placed it on the back of her waist instead, pulling her towards him.

2015-08-12 20:59:09