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"....even though he's your angel?" She cared for them more than her own angel? Ahhh....

He clenched his hands into fists, but sighed and looked at Lance. "So what are you going to do with him?"

2015-08-11 04:14:06

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" He's a really shitty angel." She admitted. "Cosnidering most people are...were...surprised I had one."

Lance raised his eyebrows. "Well." He stuck his hands in his pockets. "/He/ is going to find some way to fix this."

"...But I-"

"Yes you are. You got yourself into this mess, and now you're fixing it."

2015-08-11 04:17:22

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"He seemed nice before, but...scared..."

He was oddly satisfied with this outcome. Brielle was still standing dazed nearby, and left while no one was paying attention to her. Which wasn't hard.

2015-08-11 04:19:21

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She shrugged. "All I know is that even other angels have said I would of better if I had a different angel."

Out of the corner of his eye, Lance watched Brielle leave. Good. One less situation to worry about. He looked back to Clarenz and Seculus. "Lets start with what the fuck did Seculus manage to do that was so bad."

"....Homosexuality." I spoke up. That's all I needed to say for him.

2015-08-11 04:22:20

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"...I wish I could've been your angel instead...but I'd probably be a devil."

He glared at him. "First off, that is not a thing I 'did', and secondly, it didn't merit that kind of response, especially since it was my personal opinion based off of my beliefs."

2015-08-11 07:36:03

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She chuckled. "Nah, even sober I prefer you human. You could of easily been an angel though. No doubt about it."

"Your personal beliefs, as well as her parents, almost got Ivory thrown out on the fucking street when she was still a minor."

2015-08-11 07:37:48

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They smiled a little. "Noooo, not anymore. Maybe when I was little, if I'd died then, buut, not anymore."

"That's my beliefs to an excessive extent, and it wasn't like that was my fault. Really, blaming me is just finding a target for your frustration, and I don't deserve it."

2015-08-11 07:53:02

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"Ren, I've seen far worse things from Lance's memories than you could ever possibly think he's done. The whole devil/angel concept isn't as black and white as it's thought out to be."

"But it's perfectly fine for Ivory to be so embarrassed over the fact that she has been attracted to women since she was three years old."

2015-08-11 07:58:03

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"He...did bad things?" They blinked in surprise at her. "But he's Lance."

"And here you go again, dumping credit on me for insults and criticisms people threw her way before I even knew her."

2015-08-11 08:05:52

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"Yeah, he did. He's very ashamed to admit it...but he did."

"Because they share the same opinions as /you./"

2015-08-11 08:07:22

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"....weeell....I guess nobody's perfect, but he makes up for it." Whereas they just kept screwing up, and screwing up, and not doing anything about it.

"So that automatically makes me an asshole?! I would never do that knowingly! I didn't even know you were gay until five fucking minutes ago!"

2015-08-11 08:13:42

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"Mhmm, there's a second chance for everyone. Even you, Ren."

"/Should it even matter?!/"

2015-08-11 08:17:17

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Ren stopped and stared at her. A second....she was forgiving them? For wanting to ruin her, and being selfish, and clingy, and drunk, and a freak, and, and.... They started crying again, more quietly, and rubbed their eyes with their sleeve before hugging her again. Maybe they'd get their second chance at a happy ending, too.

"Yes! It should! I don't want to hurt people's feelings, I don't /want/ to be arguing with you right now, and intentions mean a lot!"

2015-08-11 08:25:15

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Ivory returned the hug tightly. Please don't cry. No more crying. It's going to okay. See? She wasn't mad. She wasn't happy with the situation but she wasn't mad.

"...Then why are you? Why are you still even here?"

2015-08-11 08:28:51

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They'd been so scared she was going to leave. Especially when she found out they'd been broken for so long. Too much mess to fix. Maybe they could have a second chance with the others, too. The ones who'd eventually started despising them along with everyone else. Would Hunter be willing to be friends? Seculus couldn't stay mad at them /that/ long, could he? Ren stopped crying and just silently squeezed her, burying their hands in her hair. Please don't leave.

Because you're an even worse angel than me. "Because I'm too scared to jump off a goddamn building. You think being embarrassed about your sexuality is bad? Try knowing that doing the one thing you want to do most to make yourself and everyone else happy would just hurt everyone you care about."

2015-08-11 08:41:56

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They stopped crying.Good. No more tears. She hated seeing them hurt. Ivory wanted them happy. They deserved to be happy. Especially now. Especially after all she just found out. She closed her eyes and just kept them in her embrace. No. She wasn't leaving.

"TRY ATTEMPTING SUICIDE BEING IN THE PSYCH WARD BECAUSE PEOPLE BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU FOR YOUR SEXUALITY! YOU FUCKING PIECE OF BRITISH TRASH!"

"/CLARENZ!/" Lance grabbed him by the shoulder, hard. That obviously struck a nerve in Lance, which meant that previous statement was entirely about Ivory. "That is /enough./ Another word about this and you will be thrown to Spyders."

2015-08-11 08:49:29

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They heard the muffled shouting and opened their eyes to stare at the door, not letting go. ".....should we do something about that?"

I took a step backwards and blinked back tears. "I KNOW I'M WORTHLESS TRASH, BUT YOU'RE WORSE! YOU DON'T JUST DO NO GOOD, YOU ACTIVELY MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE! EVEN I WOULD BE A BETTER ANGEL FOR HER THAN /YOU/!"

2015-08-11 09:00:28

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She looked over to the door as well. "Yeah...I'm guessing it's about me...so it'd probably be best."

"HOW?! HOW COULD YOU BE EVEN BETTER WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN /KNOW/ HER?!"

2015-08-11 09:06:21

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"Dunno, they both sound reeeaaally pissed."

"EASY! I ACTUALLY TRY!"

2015-08-11 09:08:17

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She sighed. "Yeah, they do. I should probably do something before they break each other's necks." Ivory pulled away to move towards the door.

"...." I blinked for a second. What? I do try. Why does everyone think I don't?! "You...you don't know what it's like to be in her head!" I snapped.

2015-08-11 09:10:54

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Ren followed her, reaching forward to take her hand.

"Oh, /amazing/ observation, why didn't I ever realize that? If that's supposed to be some kind of insult, you're losing your touch!"

2015-08-11 09:17:23

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Ivory took their hand, stepped out of the back room, and headed back to the area of screaming angels.

"Well I-" My words were cut off when I heard a door close. Ivory entered the room once more... holding Ren's hand. Oh /fucking/ hell. Don't do something, Ivory. And what does do? Not listen.

2015-08-11 09:21:26

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Ren glanced around, not seeing Brielle. So she'd left. That was good. They didn't even look at Clarenz. If they did they would cry again. The corner of Seculus's mouth twitched upwards for a second upon hearing Clarenz's frustration at Ivory disobeying him. Not that he trusted Ren either. But if she did, well, she must have her reasons.

2015-08-11 09:29:55

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Good. They shut up. Both of them. She gripped Ren's hand tighter and smiled proudly. From the look on Clarenz's face, she could assume that he didn't like this. "I'm going to walk Ren home before Clarenz does any more damage tonight." She declared. "Seculus, would you like to come?"

2015-08-11 09:37:43

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"I think I would, thank you." He quickly moved away from Clarenz and over to the two of them instead. Ren smiled a bit at him, but he just looked at them and then away again, at Ivory. "I assume you know where they live."

2015-08-11 10:01:01