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"Yeah it is. It's a normal thing. It's never bothered me before, why would it now?"

2016-06-10 04:01:24

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"Because those were your boyfriends."

2016-06-10 04:03:40

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"That doesn't make it any less natural."

2016-06-10 04:04:06

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"Doesn't make it more okay."

2016-06-10 04:05:54

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"But it also doesn't make me uncomfortable."

2016-06-10 04:06:52

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I rubbed my nose. "....makes me uncomfortable to think about."

2016-06-10 04:09:37

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"I seriously don't see why it would make you uncomfortable."

2016-06-10 04:10:29

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"It's one thing when I'm alone, another thing entirely when I'm with /you/...."

2016-06-10 04:11:33

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"With someone who understands how male anatomy works and isn't afraid of it?"

2016-06-10 04:13:05

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"...no, you specifically, doctoral degree or not."

2016-06-10 04:14:26

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"Why me?"

2016-06-10 04:14:41

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"Because it's /you/."

2016-06-10 04:16:11

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"What about /me?/"

2016-06-10 04:17:13

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"Because I don't want you to see me like..."

2016-06-10 04:18:41

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"Like what?"

2016-06-10 04:19:05

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"...." ...screw it. I made things awkward. "...nevermind."

2016-06-10 04:20:58

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She reached out and took his hand. "Tell me."

2016-06-10 04:21:28

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........ "....you know when I was living with Zane and Cale, how I had to buy food and things for myself?"

2016-06-10 04:24:16

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"Yeah?"

2016-06-10 04:24:26

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"........sometimes Cale would take part of my paycheck to help pay rent, and I wasn't able to buy enough food until my next one.....so.....in order to live, I kind of had to...."

2016-06-10 04:26:28

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"..." She put an arm around him and hugged him tightly.

2016-06-10 04:27:49

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I leaned into her. I hadn't...told anyone. Not even Seculus. That was that 'lonely time' I'd mentioned once. More lonely than it sounds.... "......I don't want you to see me like an object again." It was bad enough then...I couldn't take it a second...third.....fifth time?

2016-06-10 04:35:07

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"You were never an object to me." She held him tighter. "Ever."

2016-06-10 04:36:03

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"......even when I was to everyone else?" I hesitantly hugged her back.

2016-06-10 04:37:06

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"Even then."

2016-06-10 04:37:25