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It ran through me as well, sparking a flame in my gut, and I jerked back with a gasp. Oh God....

2016-03-22 09:24:56

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She lowered her chin. "Are you okay? Too much?" She asked, concerned.

2016-03-22 09:27:42

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I tried to calm down. ".....I'm....f-fine...." Liar. {Shut up, Luces. Just shut up.} "...I'm sorry....I'll try again."

2016-03-22 09:29:14

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"Give it a minute before you do." She relaxed a bit herself. "Don't hurt yourself, please."

2016-03-22 09:31:05

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"....I'm....sorry........" I clenched my hands in my lap and breathed for a few seconds. Then I moved them back to her neck. Just...get it over with? As quickly as possible. I bit her neck a bit harder than I intended and sucked for as long a time as I could manage before I tasted blood.

2016-03-22 09:33:48

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She yelped slightly when he down. Less in pain, more in suprise. Her body jerked for a moment, then relaxed. She bit her bottom lip, trying to hold back a gasp as he drank from her.

2016-03-22 09:36:54

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I knew it I hurt--....oh..../God/........

His mouth slipped away from her skin. But once he'd swallowed and processed the feeling, he slipped into a panic.

2016-03-22 09:38:49

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His lips moved away from her neck, and she realized what happened. Carefully she reached over and rubbed his back. "It's okay. You did good. You did really good. Just relax, you don't have to continue if you don't want to."

2016-03-22 09:42:44

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He spent several moments hyperventilating. No. No, he didn't want to continue. Please. Don't make him.

2016-03-22 09:44:14

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She understood. "Okay. Okay, no more then. No more. You don't need to. I'm not going to force you. It's alright. Take your time. "

2016-03-22 09:47:21

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"...please...." he mumbled. "....I'm....I'm sorry....I'm so....."

2016-03-22 09:48:06

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"You don't need to apologize. You did wonderful, Seculus. I don't want to push you any further. I'm not going to hurt you, I promise."

2016-03-22 09:51:46

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"....you're......are you.....o-okay? I bit...."

2016-03-22 09:53:10

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She put a hand to her wound. It's okay. Don't look at it. "Yeah, yeah I'm fine. I just didn't expect it. Other than that you didn't do anything."

2016-03-22 09:54:42

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"......was that enough? It....was....right?..."

2016-03-22 09:55:59

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"Even if it wasn't, I think you should wait before continuing."

2016-03-22 09:57:27

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"...I think it was enough....I swallowed blood....that's all it needs, right...?" He gave her a scared, desperate look. Would he really have to do it again?

2016-03-22 09:58:52

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"I'm hoping so. Don't worry...you won't have to do it again for a while. It's okay. Do you need anything? At all?"

2016-03-22 10:00:43

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"....okay...I.....um.....water? I....guess? My mouth tastes like blood, so..."

2016-03-22 10:01:45

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"Alright. I'll be right back." She rubbed his back one last time before she left the room, and promptly returned with a glass of ice water.

2016-03-22 10:05:09

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I took it and drank until the iron taste was gone from my mouth, along with the lingering memory of that sensation. Then I set it aside and stared down at my hands in shame.....I barely lasted a second...pathetic....

2016-03-22 10:07:27

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She sat down next to him again. "Seculus...I don't blame you for what's been going on. At all. You're still healing...I ... I don't want to rush you."

2016-03-22 10:09:46

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"...I know you're still angry with me...for what I did to Madison....and now this.....I'm sorry I can't do better......"

2016-03-22 10:10:50

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"I'm still a bit mad...but...that doesn't mean...that I don't love you. I still care about you."

2016-03-22 10:14:57

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".....if you didn't, this would be so much easier....I wouldn't have to do this, and you wouldn't have to worry about it going away....."

2016-03-22 10:16:40