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"....yeah...yeah I have."

2016-03-22 08:35:21

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".....should we?....."

2016-03-22 08:36:43

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"We don't...have to...if you don't want to. I don't...want to hurt you."

2016-03-22 08:38:29

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"If we don't, it'll....go away again.....was there another way to do it that Nick mentioned?..."

2016-03-22 08:40:01

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"No...no there wasn't. It's the only way I believe."

2016-03-22 08:42:11

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"What about a....a way to turn off the sharing part?"

2016-03-22 08:44:11

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"....I think that's the whole point of it. Sharing well...everything."

2016-03-22 08:45:46

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"...oh.....I guess that's true....." No option, then.

2016-03-22 08:47:17

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"Do you...still want to?...Even knowing this..?"

2016-03-22 08:47:51

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"....I do....I'm just...scared...."

2016-03-22 08:48:34

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".....I want you to do something for me, then..."

2016-03-22 08:50:20

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".....what is it?"

2016-03-22 08:50:33

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She stood up from the desk chair she was sitting in, and moved to the bed before she sat back down. Slowly, she removed her jacket, and placed it aside before she reached over and took his hand. "I would prefer it if you took full control then.....You can go as fast or as slow as you need it. I won't mind or stop you... I know it might still be upsetting, but...I want to make it as easy on you as I can..."

2016-03-22 08:55:16

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"....you....would? But...with the nature of all this, I might....I might hurt you." I didn't sit down next to her yet. Is she sure?.... This could be a mistake...

2016-03-22 08:58:01

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"I'm okay with accepting that risk. Really. It's a small risk compared to what could happen if I didn't."

2016-03-22 09:00:58

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"/Your/ safety is more important than however I might end up reacting just because I can't get over something..."

2016-03-22 09:02:05

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"It's more than that, Seculus, and you know that....I'll be okay. I can assure you of that. I trust you enough to let you have full reign of this."

2016-03-22 09:06:10

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"...I....I know we have to if we want to keep it, but....I'll mess something up....I'll do it wrong, and then....you might bleed too much, or it'll hurt, or...."

2016-03-22 09:08:53

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She squeezed his hand. "Again, that's a risk I'm willing to take."

2016-03-22 09:10:47

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".....are you positive?" I'm not.

2016-03-22 09:12:21

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"I am."

2016-03-22 09:14:06

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"...if....if you say....if I do something wrong, I'm so sorry ahead of time." I sat down beside her, hand sweaty, and brushed aside her hair. I....I can....

2016-03-22 09:16:38

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She titled her head to the side, exposing her neck. It'll be okay. Just relax. Go at your own pace.

2016-03-22 09:18:51

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My free fingers tightened on her collar and I opened my mouth...closed it again....pressed my lips to her neck.

2016-03-22 09:21:20

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Her fingers dug into the fabric of the mattress as she shuddered. The feeling almost foreign to her due to the time passed since she last experienced it.

2016-03-22 09:24:02