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He hugged her almost as tight as he'd been squeezing the pillow and finally managed to take a few real breaths.

2016-03-22 07:37:36

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She hugged him just as tight. "Nothing is going to hurt you. Ever."

2016-03-22 07:40:13

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"...I....if you.....say......please-- d-don't do that again...I'm sorry I asked......"

2016-03-22 07:43:45

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"It won't happen again. It's alright. You didn't know."

2016-03-22 07:45:05

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He went quiet again, breathing slowly growing steadier as his hold grew less desperate. Seculus let go of him. He was so sorry....he didn't know this would happen either.

2016-03-22 07:48:55

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...We can talk about this. Alright? Just relax right now.

2016-03-22 07:52:31

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A few more breaths. Then he managed to let go as well, hands moving to his neck and rubbing the back of it as if to hold it in place. ".....what.....what is there to even talk about?"

2016-03-22 07:54:26

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"....Seculus has my memory power too now."

2016-03-22 07:55:15

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".....I figured. By the fact that he /grabbed my head/...." "......sorry......."

2016-03-22 07:56:36

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"I know...I tried warning him against that..."

2016-03-22 07:57:23

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"...I guess he ignored you...." "....I'm..../sorry/....."

2016-03-22 07:59:41

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"....I'm sorry too."

2016-03-22 08:00:15

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".....it isn't your fault. How could it....."

2016-03-22 08:00:45

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"We're in a pact, so it's /my/ power."

2016-03-22 08:01:45

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"...it wasn't you who used it, though."

2016-03-22 08:02:33

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"...I know."

2016-03-22 08:03:17

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"....will that...do something to me like it did to Lance?"

2016-03-22 08:03:56

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"I don't know...everyone is different."

2016-03-22 08:07:14

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"....if it does, I hope it makes me better......"

2016-03-22 08:08:04

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"You'll get better eventually. I'm right here if you need anything."

2016-03-22 08:10:20

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".....I meant....a better person. I know......"

2016-03-22 08:10:50

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Some time had past since then. Ivory was still sort of pissed about the situation but she was also...empty. It had been a while since Seculus was 'intimate' with her but...she didn't want to push anything. No. She wasn't going to do anything without his permission. At all. She was better than that. But still...Ivory stared outside her balcony glass door, which faced the ocean. Watching the waves go by. Trying to ignore the feeling.

2016-03-22 08:19:58

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I thought the empty feeling was from Ivory being so angry at me, and the guilt from what I'd done to Madison.....but then she wasn't, as much, and he was better. and it was still there. It took me a while to figure it what it was. It took me about five seconds to remember what it meant I had to do....last time....last time I almost went too far. But I was an incubus then, too, I can hold back now.....but the feeling....that hasn't changed. Is there....another way we can do that? I nervously went up and stood next to her, watching the cold water.

2016-03-22 08:25:55

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After a few moments, she eventually turned around. There he was. Just standing there. "...oh." She solemnly spoke. "Hey..."

2016-03-22 08:29:20

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"....hello......I guess.....you would've felt it too....."

2016-03-22 08:30:47