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He whimpered quietly. "But that wasn't me, it was a.....a m-monster....!"

2016-03-20 08:08:51

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She scooted a little closer towards him. "You weren't it's okay. Just relax. I'm right here...I'm safe."

2016-03-20 08:11:34

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....right, he didn't actually /do/ anything to her.....by no doing of his own, but Ish kept him from hurting her....barely.....

2016-03-20 08:13:08

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"Even if we did actually do something, I wouldn't have minded. It's....it's you. But at at the same time...I don't...I don't want to do anything unless you want to."

2016-03-20 08:16:40

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....he wouldn't have wanted /anything/ once the incubus thing was gone. But now he couldn't even use 'purity' as an excuse....he was damaged goods......

2016-03-20 08:17:55

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"You're not just 'damaged goods'. You're my boyfriend. And you're Seculus. Virgin or not, that's not going to change how I feel about you. You're more to me than just someone who I could have sex with."

2016-03-20 08:22:00

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....he wasn't exactly good for much else. He wasn't even a half-decent boyfriend anymore. If he ever was.

2016-03-20 08:24:32

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"There's loads you do for me. I just wished you could see yourself the way I see you. In fact...the reason why I wanted you to talk about this is...I know you're not like me. You...probably wants kids eventually...and...even if I wanted to...I can get pregnant...so...I wanted to know...deep down inside...did you really want her to be...?"

2016-03-20 08:30:10

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......no........no, no, no, /no/, NO, he /didn't/, the thought of being the reason a child had to come into existence and suffer like he did was /horrible/, even as a punishment for Anndrea, he'd never wish that upon the child, he'd....never.......did she think.....he would?

2016-03-20 08:34:19

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"...Okay...I just thought I'd ask. Even if you said yes, I wouldn't have blamed you. But....she's not. And that's a good thing. And now I'm going to make sure she doesn't ever come near you again."

2016-03-20 08:37:40

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".....are you.......are you really going to hurt her?"

2016-03-20 08:40:29

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"....Yes." She couldn't lie to him.

2016-03-20 08:42:07

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"You can't....someone will hurt you....Sceylia, or Terezi, or....someone....."

2016-03-20 08:43:23

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"I...I'm willing to take that risk. I did so with Dameien...didn't I?"

2016-03-20 08:44:47

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".....and it turned out horribly. So many people got hurt...."

2016-03-20 08:45:30

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"...But I don't regret doing it..."

2016-03-20 08:46:41

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".....Ren, Lance, Madison, Zane, Eilliot, they all...."

2016-03-20 08:47:53

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"I know...but I still wouldn't have changed a thing."

2016-03-20 08:48:50

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".....why?"

2016-03-20 08:49:27

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"Because I eventually found out that he was as horrible of a person as well."

2016-03-20 08:50:55

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"Just because someone's horrible....doesn't mean they have to /die/...."

2016-03-20 08:52:03

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"....He was really horrible to Ren. Justified or not, I still don't regret it."

2016-03-20 08:52:58

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"So was Madison at one point....and he isn't dead...."

2016-03-20 08:53:31

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"...A lot worse than that. "

2016-03-20 08:53:50

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".....I know what he did. But still....."

2016-03-20 08:55:11