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"....see...he wants you to turn him. As in, is seriously considering it." I lowered my gaze a little.

2015-05-26 08:28:55

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She put her hands in her pockets. "Yeah I ....kinda knew that already....he knows my answer, though."

2015-05-26 08:29:41

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"But he seems confident that, whatever he decides, you will go along. And that's disconcerting."

2015-05-26 08:30:17

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"I...don't know what I can do to make him understand that this isn't really what he will want for all eternity."

2015-05-26 08:32:00

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"I doubt that he'll accept even the most logical of arguments. He just doesn't want to be worried about."

2015-05-26 08:33:53

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"Like that will ever go away. I will always worried about him."

2015-05-26 08:34:41

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"...who doesn't, really." I looked over at her. "But he doesn't want to see you hurting over him, and....I think I can see why..." I wanted to protect her too. But I could do even less than darling. I couldn't hold her, or tell her I loved her, or...

2015-05-26 08:38:16

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She looked back at him. "Well...I don't think that's going to change anytime soon. Turning him will only add an even bigger mess to our problems called a situation as well. "

2015-05-26 08:40:28

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"It would. They all said that if the hunter's came they'd try to use either him or I against you...if it's me, please, don't bother. I wouldn't want you getting hurt for my sake."

2015-05-26 08:43:48

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"Ha. No I'd definitely save you. Unnecessary bloodshed is not needed anymore."

2015-05-26 08:44:56

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"Don't....that would just be playing into their hands."

2015-05-26 08:46:26

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"Then let me."

2015-05-26 08:46:47

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I sighed. "No, you can't, dear...Terezi. I want to keep you safe as much as he does. Maybe more." I reached out and gently put a hand to her cheek, gazing fondly at her.

2015-05-26 08:51:07

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She stared are him for a second or two. "What are you...."

2015-05-26 08:52:07

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I could see why darling fell in love with her. How could I not? I'd been along for the ride. I ducked my head and kissed her lightly. Maybe I could protect her like this, just for a minute...

2015-05-26 08:58:16

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Lips. Were. Against. Hers. WHAT. THE. HELL?! However, before she could push him off....

The sound of the front door opening was heard.

"Terezi I-" Anndrea's were words were cut off when she saw the scene before her.

2015-05-26 08:59:52

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I heard Anndrea's voice. What was I /doing/? I pulled back, but couldn't look at her. My face was red. It was, I didn't, she just looked so /lonely/, I honestly didn't...oh God. Dear God, I'm so sorry. I'm a worthless human being. And a horrible mess of an angel.

2015-05-26 09:04:47

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Tears stung Anndrea's eyes. She took a step back, shaking her head.

What.... she thought he.

She guessed she was wrong. She rushed outside, closing the door behind her.

2015-05-26 09:07:14

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I pushed myself off the couch. I stood up shakily. Arms limp at my sides. Eyes on the ground and covered by hair. I could feel tears welling up. I was so stupid. So very, very stupid. And I'd just ruined the only worthwhile things I had left. There was nothing anymore.

2015-05-26 09:11:34

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Terezi, unsure what to say, slowly got up, and fucked off into Tassek's room. For..sleep...yeah...healing...that would be logical.She didn't do that last night.

2015-05-26 09:13:40

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Tassek got home from school a couple of days later. Was Seculus still sulking in his room? Yeah, he was still sulking in his room. Door was closed. What the fuck had even happened. Whatever. It wasn't like he wasn't constantly depressed anyway.

I sat on the edge of the roof, the wind blowing my hair into a brown and blonde mess. But I didn't really care. I didn't really care about anything anymore. Anndrea hadn't spoken to me in days. Neither had Terezi. And darling....well, I don't think that even counted as friendly conversation. I had the hunter's knife next to me. My wrists were bleeding. I figured that if I would die instantaneously, I deserved some pain first.

2015-05-26 09:23:45

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The smell of blood was in the air. Weak, but still there. Enough to put Terezi on edge, but also so minuscule she could ignore it. Maybe Tassek had a papercut on something? She heard the front door open. "Hey." She greeted once he entered the home.

Anndrea was outside the apartment currently. Her emotion were one hell of a roller coaster lately and she needed some air to think. How could he hurt her like this? He meant so much to her. She...blinked back tears again. Oh, please don't cry again. She needed to get some answers. Slowly, she went up the steps to the roof. She saw Seculus come up here, right?

2015-05-26 09:30:38

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He put his stuff down and stretched. "Hey. Long day. How was yours?" She looked nervous. "No visitors, right?"

2015-05-26 09:33:06

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I stood up, blood dripping slightly onto the concrete roof. It had a pleasant view. Not quite the same as Terezi's place, but pretty nonetheless. Of all last sights, this was a favorable one. If I closed my eyes, I could pretend again that I had my wings, feathers rustling behind me. Even if I didn't deserve them any longer. Maybe I could fly one more time. They wouldn't miss me, right? I'd hate to worry them. It hadn't occurred to me to write a note.

...oh well. They were all upset with me anyway. It wouldn't matter. They'd probably see it in the newspaper. I wasn't sure how quickly things like this got to newscast stations or print. I wouldn't get an obituary, since technically I didn't exist. I didn't really mind. I positioned myself on the very edge, toes poking out over the void, but I didn't look down. Instead I looked upwards. At the sunny sky, only partially shaded by light-colored clouds. It was a beautiful day for a beautiful thing. I could fly one more time. Just one more. I let out a breath.

And then I took a step into the welcoming sky.

2015-05-26 09:46:00

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Anndrea slowly opened the door to the outside, and stepped out. "Seculus I-" She immediately saw what was going on. "SECULUS!" She screamed at the top of her lungs, rushing over to the roof. Fuck. Save him! SAVE HIM! Shakily she reached her arms out, stumbling as tears blurred her vision.

And was able to grab him by the arm. Tightly.

She pulled him back up to the solid roof, sniffling and shaking. "I-I'M SORRY!" She screamed again. "I'm sorry." She clung to him like a child would to his mother, trembling like one as well. She gasped for breathed as she sobbed deeply. Everything was so blurry. She couldn't see.

2015-05-26 09:52:04