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"...that sounds relaxing. I wish I could do that."

2016-02-07 07:25:35

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"I bet you could if you tired."

2016-02-07 07:26:20

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"I don't know any classical music...most of the music I know is sad."

2016-02-07 07:26:43

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"Try that, then."

2016-02-07 07:27:59

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"But it's sad...."

2016-02-07 07:28:15

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"Sad music doesn't have to always be terribly sad, sometimes a little melancholy is good."

2016-02-07 07:31:31

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"....not all the time, though."

2016-02-07 07:32:16

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"That's why I said sometimes."

2016-02-07 07:32:28

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"I have enough melancholy, I don't want any more..."

2016-02-07 07:36:08

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I quietly cleaned up everything I'd brought that I didn't have on me or wouldn't want to. My shoes went neatly by the back door. I left my watch on the nightstand with my wallet. Then I went to Ivory's and Ren's room. Ivory was downstairs, I'd passed her. Seculus was in the kitchen, or he might've gone out, I wasn't sure. I still had to 'be careful'. No touching the knives except with a direct order. They were the only on in there right now, sitting on the bed with headphones on, watching something on their laptop. They looked up at me and tugged the headphones over their thick hair with a smile. "Yeahhh, Madi? You need something?" "...I have a favor to ask. A.....big favor." "What's up? I can probably help." "I....I was wondering if you could...." "....hmm?" "......kill me."

Their smile faded and they sat there and stared at me for a solid minute. "...you're joking. That's not funny." "....no." "......." They slowly took off the headphones and set them aside. Then they got up, grabbed my hand, and pulled me downstairs, where she sat on the couch. They stared at the back of her head intently.

RW: Ivory

RW: He asked me to kill him.

2016-02-07 07:51:41

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Ivory was having such a nice time with Seculus in Serendipit- What? Ivory jolted awake. "Fuck!" She jerked and sat up, then looked to Ren. "Don't wake me like that-" She noticed their expression. "What?"

2016-02-07 07:58:58

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Their eyes were big and scared.

RW: Sorry....

RW: He

RW: Asked me to kill him

2016-02-07 08:00:35

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OI:...Wait...what? When? Why?

2016-02-07 08:01:08

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He pulled his hand out of theirs and took a step back towards the stairs. He should've expected they would tell her. But it wasn't like he could do it himself.

RW: .....now

RW: I don't know

2016-02-07 08:02:18

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Ivory looked to Madison. "Get back here."

OI: I'll talk to him.

2016-02-07 08:03:30

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His eyes glazed over and he shuffled towards the couch.

RW: ....okay....

RW: ...why would he ask me?

2016-02-07 08:06:59

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OI:...I dont know.

"Sit."

2016-02-07 08:08:20

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He sat on the couch and stared blankly at the door. They stood there awkwardly for a second before scurrying back up to their room. It would be better to ask after him later....

2016-02-07 08:11:19

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She turned to him now. "What's wrong? Why did you ask that?"

2016-02-07 08:12:35

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......I lowered my head. I want to leave. But I can't. "........because I want to die," I said quietly. "That's usually how it works...."

2016-02-07 08:16:22

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"Why though?" She scooted closer to him.

2016-02-07 08:18:23

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"....it.....it seems like I'm always suffering. When I think everything's finally going to be okay again, something new happens....I was happy for /two consecutive days/ in the past two months, and that's supposed to be a good thing. It's like.....I'm never going to /stop/ being punished...."

2016-02-07 08:23:12

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"Things will get better. They're just hard on you right now."

2016-02-07 08:24:51

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"...you say that every time, and it never does. I've stopped getting my hopes up."

2016-02-07 08:29:29

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"...I know I have, but dying won't help you."

2016-02-07 08:30:54