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"....I don't want to see an end with me in it."

2016-01-31 10:26:45

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"..." She lunged and tackled him down on the couch, hands at his wrist. Hair falling from her shoulders. The mark he once gave now exposed. "...Look at me."

2016-01-31 10:28:05

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Wha--I closed my eyes. If I don't, I might....

2016-01-31 10:29:45

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"/Look at me!/"

2016-01-31 10:30:04

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"--I /can't/--" I started crying again. Goddammit, you worthless idiot, what're you--

2016-01-31 10:30:39

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"Yes you can!" She smashed her lips against his, accidentally biting them in the process. Not enough to draw blood, but enough to hurt. She broke it only to speak. "We said we could spend forever together." Kiss. "And I intend on us both keeping that promise." Kiss. "I'm not letting you go just because of this."

2016-01-31 10:33:45

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Ah...ahhn.....I didn't mean to kiss her back, I /shouldn't/ have, but I did, I wish I didn't, but I need to....I need this......I need....... You need to be alone. You deserve to be alone. .........I need /her/.

2016-01-31 10:40:25

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He returned the kiss. She let go of his wrists. They went to his shoulders to pull him closer to her. "I love you." Her voice was a quick whisper before her lips went back to his. "So much." Kiss.

2016-01-31 10:44:18

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I held my hands back from moving around her waist, just barely. I wish I didn't..../no/. I can't. I can't do this...I can't stop. I couldn't speak, just make incomprehensible murmuring sounds that turned to moans when her lips hit mine.

2016-01-31 10:48:15

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She heard him try to speak, then moved her lips away. Just a bit. "...Yeah?" She asked softly. Her breath remained steady. The ability to hold her breath forever now shown more than anytime before.

2016-01-31 10:52:17

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".....I can't, I can't, I /can't/, I'll go to far, I....." I gasped.

2016-01-31 10:53:37

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She reached her hand behind him and held his head. "And I'm more than okay with it. If things become too much, I'll stop you. Okay? You know I can."

2016-01-31 10:55:31

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"...not if I do too much....I'll be too strong...." I felt stronger even now. Oh God, I didn't...did I already hurt her?

2016-01-31 10:58:49

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"Safeword then? If I can't say it, I'll think it."

2016-01-31 11:01:21

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"....that won't /work/, I can't stop myself."

2016-01-31 11:01:42

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"But you've been able to control yourself this entire time pretty well."

2016-01-31 11:03:51

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"Ish is gone, he was the only reason....it hurts......"

2016-01-31 11:04:33

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"I meant right this second."

2016-01-31 11:05:06

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".....it.....hurts............I'm just barely..........."

2016-01-31 11:06:06

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"If you need it, take it. /Please./ I'm not using it for anything else."

2016-01-31 11:08:00

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".....you can't /sleep/ though, it'll hurt you....!"

2016-01-31 11:09:08

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"Beckett can't hurt me. He can do what he did to Madison. It would be well worth the risk of seeing him if I sustained you."

2016-01-31 11:10:40

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"Lance said it would've been so much worse if it were you...you /wouldn't have woken up/."

2016-01-31 11:11:38

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"Beckett /burned/ him. What's the very thing that only we share that works against that? And if That does't work, he has to get close to me to hurt me, and then I can wipe his memories of ever existing."

2016-01-31 11:12:44

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"But he can still hurt you, all he needs is a crossbow, or a bomb, or....if you think I'd prefer putting you in a neverending coma to dying, you're wrong ....."

2016-01-31 11:21:42