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"...We'll talk about it, okay? Just stay with me right now. Okay?"

2016-01-31 09:41:25

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"........ah.............o....kay........I'm...../sorry/.........." You should be.

2016-01-31 09:42:51

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"It's alright. Really. Just...for now, you need to get out of these wet clothes before you catch a cold."

2016-01-31 09:44:43

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"......" I sniffled and tugged my shirt over my head before I could realize what I was doing.

2016-01-31 09:47:07

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She turned to head up stairs. "I'll get you a towel and some warm clothes. Be right back." It was probably safe to assume she didn't want her to see him naked almost.

2016-01-31 09:50:28

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Dammit--what am I /doing/?! I jerked it back on and sat down on the couch, burying my head in my hands. Is this what that is, wanting more of /that/, I have to....I have to leave....!

2016-01-31 09:52:50

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She eventually managed to toss him a towel from the top of the steps. It somehow landed on him. As well as a change of clothes.

2016-01-31 09:55:41

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...she doesn't want to come near me. I don't blame her. I dried myself off and quickly changed, crumpling my shirt up in a ball and tossing it in the corner. I refused to let my wings out, though. I hate them...

2016-01-31 09:58:15

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Eventually she came downstairs herself, blanket in hand. She walked over and sat next to him before she wrapped it around him. "I'd hold you but...you need to be warm right now."

2016-01-31 10:00:16

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I tugged it around me and pulled my knees up onto the couch. "....it's fine....."

2016-01-31 10:02:23

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"You sure?"

2016-01-31 10:02:37

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"...........sure......oh, right.....I was supposed to show you my haircut........"

2016-01-31 10:03:14

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"I noticed." She reached up and brushed the bangs out of his face. "I like it though, it's you but also different."

2016-01-31 10:04:09

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Look at that, she just described me. You, but /better/. "...I like it too. I don't know about 'me', but..." I let it fall back over my eyes. I want it to stay there....

2016-01-31 10:06:13

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"But...?" Her hand rested on his cheek. Aw...but she wanted to see his beautiful face.

2016-01-31 10:07:45

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...... ".....I don't even know what's 'me' anymore, so that doesn't really matter...."

2016-01-31 10:09:09

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"Well I do. And you're here with me right now."

2016-01-31 10:10:04

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"....I said what, not where."

2016-01-31 10:10:28

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"Exactly. You're what's in front of me right now." Her other hand moved to his chest. "A beating heart." Then to his other cheek. "Rosy cheeks." He thumb traced his lips. "Soft lips. You're everything I could ever ask for and more."

2016-01-31 10:12:37

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"...........they're red because I was crying. They're soft because I keep biting them and they won't bleed.....and it shouldn't be beating."

2016-01-31 10:17:08

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"And I'm here to make it all better. Because it should be beating." Once again she moved the bangs away. "Why can't you see you the way I do?"

2016-01-31 10:19:23

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"...because that isn't me.....I don't know why you think I'm like that, but I'm not."

2016-01-31 10:21:18

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"Yes you /are./ It is you Seculus. It's always been you."

2016-01-31 10:21:48

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"I'm never the same for more than a month, it's not......and I've never lived up to the standards you set me to........"

2016-01-31 10:24:01

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"Yes you do! In the end there will always be you."

2016-01-31 10:25:09