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"Despite your earlier protest, I /do/ know him better than anyone, as I share his memories and am capable of reading his mind just as well as he can read mind. So yes, actually, it is quite 'legit'."

2016-01-31 08:35:47

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Lance, Cameron, and Ren came back later to take Zane home, but apparently no one heard or seen from Seculus after an 'incident.' On the surface, she blew it off as that he needed to be alone, but deep down? She was worried. Where could he have gone? Was he safe? What if Marcellio or Beckett found him. Ivory sat on the front porch. In the rain. Waiting for Sec to come home. It was getting close to daylight, but at least the rain could protect her.

2016-01-31 08:59:06

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I eventually dragged my sorry ass home with my hands shoved in my pockets. ....Cameron will probably be there. He's going to yell at me......well.....I deserve it.......he was /wrong/, though. He can't possibly know her better. He's never held her through an anxiety attack, or read her thoughts when she's at her worst.... Then it started raining. A little more dye dripped out of my hair, and I shivered. I left my sweater behind...../stupid/. Maybe I shouldn't go home....I'm not safe, anyways, Satan already said that.....I'll just hurt her....maybe I should just....go away.....for a while.....until this all stops.........

......I was already in front of the house when I finished this train of thought. So it's too late for that.....I'll run away from my problems another time. Is that...why is she out here?! In the /rain/? This close to morning? I ran up to the porch. "You have to get inside, you can't be--"

2016-01-31 09:05:51

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She didn't even let him finish. "Where have you been?!" She loudly spoke over the rain. "I've been waiting out here for hours for you. What happened? No one wants to tell me anything."

2016-01-31 09:08:01

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I went silent. See, you just made her upset, and put herself in danger. For /you/. You're not worth that. "................I'm sorry.............."

2016-01-31 09:09:09

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"....You left your sweater back there?" She asked. "You're the one who should be getting inside. You could easily get sick."

2016-01-31 09:10:41

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"..............no, that.......that doesn't matter............I'm sorry..........I lost my temper................you shouldn'tve......"

2016-01-31 09:11:47

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She brushed some of her thick wet hair out of her face before she took his hand. "We'll talk inside. You need to get out of this." She turned and opened the door beside her.

2016-01-31 09:14:23

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I reluctantly followed her inside, hair plastered over my face. .....I prefer it that way. Especially right now....I don't want her to see me cry.

2016-01-31 09:16:09

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Once inside, she wrapped her arms tightly around him. "I'm glad you're home now." She shut the door behind him with her foot. Water from her hair dripped onto the floor.

2016-01-31 09:18:18

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"............sure......." I hugged her back a little. I should've left.....I shouldn't be here....

2016-01-31 09:19:28

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She stopped and looked at him. "What?"

2016-01-31 09:22:04

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I didn't say anything. .....I shouldn't make her more upset.

2016-01-31 09:22:51

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".....What?" She repeated. "What's wrong? Talk to me."

2016-01-31 09:23:13

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"......Satan said it's going to get worse..........and I'm going to hurt someone.......maybe kill them............I need to /leave/. I shouldn't be around you.........."

2016-01-31 09:24:51

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"...Is that why you were out all night? To avoid me?"

2016-01-31 09:25:37

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"...........no...........but I should've stayed gone............"

2016-01-31 09:26:03

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"Why? You're not going to hurt me Seculus. We've been over this."

2016-01-31 09:26:56

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"......I /will/, there's no two ways about it, I'll hurt someone, and I.........I can't stand it........." Half the water dripping down my face was salt, and I was deeply regretting not walking the opposite direction when I left the cafe. Towards the pier.

2016-01-31 09:28:54

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"And I can't stand you pushing me away like this. I love you, Seculus. What part of that do you now get?"

2016-01-31 09:29:41

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".....I know.....and I'm going to hurt you........so you shouldn't......"

2016-01-31 09:30:50

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"Shoving me aside hurts me more. I want to help you. I don't care about the consequence."

2016-01-31 09:32:11

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".....I'm sorry......I'm sorry," I sobbed.

2016-01-31 09:32:37

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She said nothing, only held him. Tightly. "It's okay. I'm right here. Please don't go."

2016-01-31 09:36:07

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"......I yelled at Cameron, I shouldn't have.......I'm just.......I'm sorry......" Last time I yelled at Cameron, she /hated/ me. She wouldn't speak to me....I had to get drunk and try to kill myself before she would so much as look at me again.....

2016-01-31 09:37:54